I don't make excuses...

I am not easy to figure out…

i am a simple yet complicated soul,

balanced but moody…

i can be quiet and retreat into my own abyss or i can be a little chatterbox being silly…

shy but outgoing...

an introverted extrovert perhaps…

I ruminate or don’t think of it, whatever it is, at all…

but i am who i am and i make no excuses for myself…

I can't be with anyone that wants to pick which “me” they care to spend time with

because like a box of cracker jacks, you never know whats inside…

Outwardly my appearance is what it is….

the life i have lived shows my trials and tribulations….

i make mistakes,

i have become jaded and somewhat guarded,

i am on a journey of a lifetime,

i chose independence and a life of free will to finally find out just who i am

without being what was expected of me to be or to do….

and i wouldn’t change my decision for the world….

is it easy, oh hell but hell no….

i have fu*ked up so many times but i have gotten it right so many times as well…

nothing important enough worth having/wanting is ever easy

but it builds confidence, not settling or being complacent ...

its a new lesson every day,

and as i take baby steps along the path i am on,

i do so knowing that life is to be lived,

not waiting on a shelf wondering when will it be my turn to be the butterfly

that finally leaves its cocoon,

the girl with the gypsy soul….

take me as i am for that is all that i know how to be…

nor would i care to be anyone else...

the best things in life are free ...to figure it all out...

 

source: sleepinsidemysoul.tumblr.com/post/160762228438#notes

 

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