Breaking Point

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Abuse comes in many forms

It is not always the bruised eye

or the broken bones

 

It's the unseen emotional abuse that is difficult to discern

 

Sadly, being kind compassionate you seem to attract the emotional abusers

It's as if they see you as weak because of your kindness

 

Everyone has their breaking point

 

This is not singled out to any particular individual for there have been many who have worn me down through their emotionally abusive ways and sometimes verbal abuse, nasty comments

 

Verbal and physical abuse is easy to detect, whilst emotionally abusing a person whether that be by exclusion, controlling, manipulation have the same devastating effect upon a person.

 

Don't think because you see me happy, inclusive and enjoying life that I have not had my share of heartache

Some seem to see this side of me as a threat to them in some way

 

You can never know the path another has walked upon

So don't judge me

You have no idea of the pain and suffering I have endured in this lifetime

 

I am a kind person, compassionate and caring

And wish only good for all humanity

But attack me, treat me badly

I am done with making excuses for badly behaved people

I too have feelings, I feel energy and this makes me super sensitive to your energy.

 

Collectively, it takes it toll

We all have our breaking point

 

I have always believed in kindness, forgiveness, compassion

I have always loved humanity

I have always seen the good in others - even when people have behaved badly toward me - I have always looked for the good in others

 

I have always wished only the best for others

I have never seen others as a threat to me in anyway

 

I am a lover not a fighter

But push me now and I will not hold back

There is no room in my life for you

I simply walk away

I have a great capacity to forgive

But that does not mean I have to stay

Only for a person to do more of the same toward me - those days are gone

 

I am tired of the games that people play

The greed, the rudeness, competition against each other, the mind games, being singled out, being ignored, jealousy, kicking a person when they are already down - all of these traits are old paradigms and for far too long too many bullies have continued to spread their toxic energy on others

 

These ways of being will not be tolerated

 

Humanity collectively needs to awaken - we can and we will live in harmony with one another

 

But ask me to stay around toxic people or to tolerate this energy - never again

I have turned the other cheek too many times

Only to be kicked down again and again

 

I have reached my breaking point with rude toxic people or people who try and manipulate me

 

Let's collectively live in harmony, in joy

Life is difficult enough without toxic people making our lives more difficult

 

 

 

Done