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it's much harder than i expected it to be.

 

i miss them dearly.

 

and i try to remember all the amazing moments that passed by too fast.

everything that happened during last two weeks,

because it's all i can do now.

remember.

keep the memories.

so i can make it through next week.

next month.

school year.

dad's anger.

mum's pain.

my pain.

 

because now it feels as if i have nothing to look forward to. let's change it.

 

i pray, God. let's make the best of this year. i don't want to sink again.

Done