raeineos
"Time has healed us both and the lessons we were taught will always be remembered. "
Though you are not my first love, I must tell you that you will be an irreplaceable memory in my heart. I will probably forget you. I probably won’t remember a lot of things about you and about our relationship.
We were young. We were impulsive. We were very immature.
Maybe I’ll still continue on not caring about you. Maybe I’ll still carry on with a slight bitterness in my heart. Maybe I’ll continuing hoping for the best for you. Maybe I’ll keep reserving a special place for you in my heart.
Things happen for a reason and I’m happy that we started and that we’ve gotten to this. Looking back, I now know that we were never really meant for each other. We were both a stepping stool for each other to grow mentally and further our wisdom for the years to come.
However, I don’t think we could ever establish that close bond ever again. Too many memories. Too many promises. We can be friends, but never close friends.
I guess what I’m saying is that I still love you, but not in the same shape or form that I originally had for you. I will miss you a lot after I graduate, so maybe this is why I want to be okay with you now. Please don’t misinterpret.
I’m pretty sure I will never have those same feelings again, but maybe, sometimes I’ll miss you and the little happy times we had. Maybe I’ll look at those photos we took together, how happy we were and how we always wanted to record every moment of our happiness down together. Maybe I’ll look at the little trinkets that you gave me. The BFF silly band bracelet, the ‘C’mon’ sticker, the Jollibee cup and so many more other things you got for me. Maybe I’ll sleep with the teddy bear that you got me some time in December.
Maybe I’ll remember the times how we always said ‘I love you. Forever and a day. Nothing will ever get in our way. Or our names of endearment for each other. ‘Wife Honeybev’ and ‘Husband Hunnybev’. Maybe I’ll think about Raein and Jay.
Yeah, there’s so many maybe’s and so many things to reminisce about. Good and bad things. But right now, I don’t want to think about the bad things. I’ve been thinking about them for so long now, that it’s time for a new mindset.
I’ll bitch and moan about you for being a little bastard and be a little resentful, but I know that I can never always be like that to you.
No, I just couldn’t.
Maybe you were my first love and I just don’t really know it yet.
But I will remember that you were one of the best lessons I’ve learned.
Love,
Ex-WHB143
P.S. I hope, some day, we can be friends again. I hope that we can sit down and reminisce on some of these things. I hope that when that day comes, we will both be somewhere in our lives where we are BOTH happy.
P.S.S. And I kinda want to seek out your advice.
"Time has healed us both and the lessons we were taught will always be remembered. "
Though you are not my first love, I must tell you that you will be an irreplaceable memory in my heart. I will probably forget you. I probably won’t remember a lot of things about you and about our relationship.
We were young. We were impulsive. We were very immature.
Maybe I’ll still continue on not caring about you. Maybe I’ll still carry on with a slight bitterness in my heart. Maybe I’ll continuing hoping for the best for you. Maybe I’ll keep reserving a special place for you in my heart.
Things happen for a reason and I’m happy that we started and that we’ve gotten to this. Looking back, I now know that we were never really meant for each other. We were both a stepping stool for each other to grow mentally and further our wisdom for the years to come.
However, I don’t think we could ever establish that close bond ever again. Too many memories. Too many promises. We can be friends, but never close friends.
I guess what I’m saying is that I still love you, but not in the same shape or form that I originally had for you. I will miss you a lot after I graduate, so maybe this is why I want to be okay with you now. Please don’t misinterpret.
I’m pretty sure I will never have those same feelings again, but maybe, sometimes I’ll miss you and the little happy times we had. Maybe I’ll look at those photos we took together, how happy we were and how we always wanted to record every moment of our happiness down together. Maybe I’ll look at the little trinkets that you gave me. The BFF silly band bracelet, the ‘C’mon’ sticker, the Jollibee cup and so many more other things you got for me. Maybe I’ll sleep with the teddy bear that you got me some time in December.
Maybe I’ll remember the times how we always said ‘I love you. Forever and a day. Nothing will ever get in our way. Or our names of endearment for each other. ‘Wife Honeybev’ and ‘Husband Hunnybev’. Maybe I’ll think about Raein and Jay.
Yeah, there’s so many maybe’s and so many things to reminisce about. Good and bad things. But right now, I don’t want to think about the bad things. I’ve been thinking about them for so long now, that it’s time for a new mindset.
I’ll bitch and moan about you for being a little bastard and be a little resentful, but I know that I can never always be like that to you.
No, I just couldn’t.
Maybe you were my first love and I just don’t really know it yet.
But I will remember that you were one of the best lessons I’ve learned.
Love,
Ex-WHB143
P.S. I hope, some day, we can be friends again. I hope that we can sit down and reminisce on some of these things. I hope that when that day comes, we will both be somewhere in our lives where we are BOTH happy.
P.S.S. And I kinda want to seek out your advice.