Day 272: Opposites *Pretty vs. Ugly

272/365

February 23, 2010

I got the idea for today's picture from www.flickr.com/photos/emmanoelle/4374369318/ and wanted to give her credit...hers it about a thousand times better than mine, hands down.

 

Anyway, I'm not too motivated anymore. I'm exhausted and have little hope left. I guess this is how I feel about life...in all honesty it feels dull, lonely, and depressing but I keep myself made up to look okay so people don't ask questions...like I said yesterday, I'm not good with sharing emotions. Its been bred into me and I need to rid myself of it...

 

And thank you everyone for lending me kind words yesterday. I want to go through and thank each one of you individually but I really just need to take your words and advice and chew on it...it's how I make myself better. I go through a period of darkness which thrusts me all the more into the light...it just SUCKS when I go through this dark process. *sigh*

 

Anyway, nothing too complicated with this one...only credit I really have to give is to Pareeerica for the background "Confetti".

 

Well....hope you enjoy it cause I don't. I didn't even really wanna take it with my actual camera today..but talked myself into it.

 

I will finish this project...I just don't have the motivation left.

 

TRF: My face is obviously not that symmetrical...and the right side of the picture is ALMOST literally SOOC...I just played with the curves a bit and took away the saturation...in real life I think I look like crap lol

Done