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Day 151: California In Me
151/365
October 24, 2009
I had a breakdown last night as I was trying to get to sleep at 3 am. I started sobbing uncontrollably because I was missing Garry so much. The thing that kills us about this parting is the fact that we're not supposed to be apart...it wasn't planned. I know that's how life goes and things almost never go as planned....
But it's been 2 years and we've been together in person for a total of about 3 1/2 to 4 months...so for 21-20 months we've been apart. That's...torture.
So I used a picture I took of the sunset on top of Mount Rubidoux ("our" mountain) when I was in California with him. Thought it'd be a powerful message...but eh-I'm not in love with the picture yet.
Feeling really depressed today...don't love myself, don't love the world, don't love life...I really just wanna sleep.
TRF: It's our fall break...nobody's here. There are MAYBE 3 girls on my floor...if that.
Day 151: California In Me
151/365
October 24, 2009
I had a breakdown last night as I was trying to get to sleep at 3 am. I started sobbing uncontrollably because I was missing Garry so much. The thing that kills us about this parting is the fact that we're not supposed to be apart...it wasn't planned. I know that's how life goes and things almost never go as planned....
But it's been 2 years and we've been together in person for a total of about 3 1/2 to 4 months...so for 21-20 months we've been apart. That's...torture.
So I used a picture I took of the sunset on top of Mount Rubidoux ("our" mountain) when I was in California with him. Thought it'd be a powerful message...but eh-I'm not in love with the picture yet.
Feeling really depressed today...don't love myself, don't love the world, don't love life...I really just wanna sleep.
TRF: It's our fall break...nobody's here. There are MAYBE 3 girls on my floor...if that.