ViVi Sunshine
i am so ashamed
I am soing this tag that Kristen tagged me for. I really hope no one gets mad at me because I've really been down lately. And I guess this is the 10 things you do not know about me.
1. I'm asian and black, and I usually try and wear eye make up to hide it. Only to stop people from making fun of me, which usually happens. But sometimes it doesn't work. I know it's bad to do so, I'm not ashamed of what I am I guess it's confusing I don't even know why people make a big deal of it really. But I never know what to say to make the stop.
2. I don't listen to the radio so people think I'm weird. I never know what songs they are talking about at all. I listen to Movie scores, Indie, and Korean Indie music. But I never tell anyone this.
3. I'm usually jealous of people that have lifelong friends. Friends they grew up with. I wish I had that. You are really lucky if you have one or two of them. Because my parents are in the army I move every year or two so It's hard for me to even make friends and I believe that's why I'm an introvert. This is also why I live with my grandparents now, I can't handle switching schools every year anymore.
4. I wish I was more confident in myself in everything because I don't think I am.
5. I hate that it's hard for me speak in front of crowds or even stand in front of them.
6. I don't know if I know what love is, and if I should be telling my boyfriend I love him. But he does make me happy and I guess that's what it means? I can see a life together with him.
7. I love dogs. My favorite is a Doborman Pincher and I plan to name him Eros when I get a chance to get one and a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, I'd like to name Winston.
8. I thing mice are cute, but rats scare me.
9. I play MMO's, consules, and handheld games ALL THE TIME, I don't know why people are always shocked when I tell them this. But I love games.
10. Favorite all time game is...DR MARIO on NES.
Anyway, I hope you guys don't dislike me now, it's just hard dealing with people sometimes and where I live now, it's so many close minded people I guess it's getting to me.
i am so ashamed
I am soing this tag that Kristen tagged me for. I really hope no one gets mad at me because I've really been down lately. And I guess this is the 10 things you do not know about me.
1. I'm asian and black, and I usually try and wear eye make up to hide it. Only to stop people from making fun of me, which usually happens. But sometimes it doesn't work. I know it's bad to do so, I'm not ashamed of what I am I guess it's confusing I don't even know why people make a big deal of it really. But I never know what to say to make the stop.
2. I don't listen to the radio so people think I'm weird. I never know what songs they are talking about at all. I listen to Movie scores, Indie, and Korean Indie music. But I never tell anyone this.
3. I'm usually jealous of people that have lifelong friends. Friends they grew up with. I wish I had that. You are really lucky if you have one or two of them. Because my parents are in the army I move every year or two so It's hard for me to even make friends and I believe that's why I'm an introvert. This is also why I live with my grandparents now, I can't handle switching schools every year anymore.
4. I wish I was more confident in myself in everything because I don't think I am.
5. I hate that it's hard for me speak in front of crowds or even stand in front of them.
6. I don't know if I know what love is, and if I should be telling my boyfriend I love him. But he does make me happy and I guess that's what it means? I can see a life together with him.
7. I love dogs. My favorite is a Doborman Pincher and I plan to name him Eros when I get a chance to get one and a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, I'd like to name Winston.
8. I thing mice are cute, but rats scare me.
9. I play MMO's, consules, and handheld games ALL THE TIME, I don't know why people are always shocked when I tell them this. But I love games.
10. Favorite all time game is...DR MARIO on NES.
Anyway, I hope you guys don't dislike me now, it's just hard dealing with people sometimes and where I live now, it's so many close minded people I guess it's getting to me.