Wednesday evening

just back from dancing. wasn't the best night has to be said after a full-on day I was worn out to start with. to top it, I was leading again and so the guy in me tried to get out. it happens as to lead you have to be in the alpha male mindset or at least I do. that then brings on the whole dysphoria thing, and all I see is him.

it will pass normally does. not totally happy with look probably for the above reason and that slapgead I have. wigs are calling I am afraid.

Done