not to worry

Over the years i have seem girls come and go, they normally last five years or so then disappear something i know can be worrying for those who follow them.

 

A number of reasons are given yet i have never fully understood why they post so intensely then just stop. Maybe the urge to dress has gone or the buzz has. so that brings me to a question.

 

If you no longer get a high, a buzz, a kick, from dressing is it time to stop?

 

I am in a funny place at the moment in as much as i never really got a great feeling from dressing other than it felt right. Now even that has gone and its more a case of its normal. I think the fact that his wardrobe is almost empty has shocked me a little with how much i have changed in a short period and maybe i am a little concerned about the effect that will have on my mental health later in life.

Have to say being half in half out is an odd place to be.

 

I won't stop being me but if i have these feelings then other do too. If so we should talk about them and help each other out.

 

For me i am to bloody-minded to ever stop although i might drift away a little from the public eye over time as most full time girls do (no i am not full time) I think because it feels normal without the highs I don't need to seek out the validation anymore. Maybe that's the answer being content stops the need to post everyday??

 

Anyway I was going for an 80s inspired look in an early Madonna kind of way all be it a little tame. this was a progression of looks from the wedding dress to dance in to this so as you could see me dancing in shoes to what happens next. My dressing for no reason tends to follow that kind of route

 

Done