"Oh it's Nothing." 19/365

THIS IS ON EXPLORE! :D

Todays picture is a very personal picture... I cant stop beating my self up (not physically) but inside, for everything i do, i feel as though i do it wrong, for being me i feel as though i shouldnt be and that i should be more like (i dont know your normal teenage person) I dont know why i've been like this, i'm usually very happy with myself and about myself... i guess im just so messed up in there at the mo (must be those teenage hormones again!!! :/ ) so i thought id do something "visualy exciting" on my emotions today...

 

i must admit i had fun doing it! Crappy face paints are amazing for blood, and cuts, (it looked better in reallity than in pic!) it left little chunks which made it look life like!!!! Also today I downloaded the trial for Photoshop CS5, which is amazing and im going ro cry in 30 days when i lose it!!! (anyone fancy giving me £185?? / well it was worth a shot ;) lol)

my only problem with this is its too similar to my other works and this is about developing my work and creating something new each time!!! so hopefully i will be able to do something better tomorow!!!

 

im off to london on tuesday though so i think more pure photography will be the likely hood of tuesday and wednesday!!! (:

 

please comment!!! and note and tag!!! (:

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