Starg1rl
Alone .
It's probably pretty obvious that I've dipped out of the hobby again a bit. I worked all last month at the best job I've ever had and now that season's over, I'm kinda having a crisis over what to do next. I've been working since I got out of high school and now that I suddenly have free time and no where to be I'm kinda freaking out. I'm supposed to start school soon-ish and I'm auditioning for DCI in December, but this in between time is driving me crazy. I have too much time alone with my thoughts and I feel like I'm falling behind but being rushed at the same time. At the same time, I'm trying to juggle all my friends and their problems, and as an intense empath, it's only digging me further into the hole of depression I'm in. I dunno. Things are hard right now. The Flickr changes aren't really helping me want to take more photos either. Same with my complete failure in Dalicious. I really hate myself honestly.
Alone .
It's probably pretty obvious that I've dipped out of the hobby again a bit. I worked all last month at the best job I've ever had and now that season's over, I'm kinda having a crisis over what to do next. I've been working since I got out of high school and now that I suddenly have free time and no where to be I'm kinda freaking out. I'm supposed to start school soon-ish and I'm auditioning for DCI in December, but this in between time is driving me crazy. I have too much time alone with my thoughts and I feel like I'm falling behind but being rushed at the same time. At the same time, I'm trying to juggle all my friends and their problems, and as an intense empath, it's only digging me further into the hole of depression I'm in. I dunno. Things are hard right now. The Flickr changes aren't really helping me want to take more photos either. Same with my complete failure in Dalicious. I really hate myself honestly.