Stelly NY Queen 3

OPEN LETTER TO PAUL JAISINI

IF THERE’S GOD OR PAUL JAISINI

DEAR PAUL:

Please give us all hope for the new resurrection of the invisible and visible after the terror of the visual is overpowering and had removed all the essential human qualities.The visual had enslaved all human race into submission, we need the new INVISIBLE premises to be free of the visual terror to return to the DESIRE to possess to cherish. We had lost the desire with the possession of the images, of the unlimited choices. For example… I will SEE enough juice for my memory to keep me for craving it - my daily dose of the search — and the resources are vast - images of the imaginable future girlfriends I could had chosen but have no interest in… Another day of looking and processing. Same as the old girl who calls it: ALWAYS LOOKING AT AND ALWAYS JUDGING. I think I am now not a man — the visual terror had done me in. I turned into “the eyes”.

I can possess the images of so many young girls that in the end of the possession I forget my initial interest.

My voyage had one direction — I was looking for a treasure, but in the process I had forgotten all about the trip and reduced my purpose to the mere observation. I had even forgotten my normal routine and had changed personally. No longer do I want to hold the treasure. I am happy with the process. I don’t ever want to end it. And its something in my imaginable control. I can freely continue to consume the given information (the female images) as a collection of my new memory that stores these images to just process and not to choose.

 

 

That is why i value above all so that Paul Jaisini stops me from this if he could I need his help! nobody would help me, I continue with what is left for me to do as my testosterone is as low as the estrogens in the girls who never want to be with the man… Looking with no intention to possess. I assure you when the human kind was facing poverty and diseases it was better than the era of the realized paradise. We live in the paradise, yes, we had SEEN IT ALL! I had seen it all, every men had seen it all.. And no longer desired it at all!

 

 

The issue such as what I mention is not the MAINSTREAM of course! Not that anyone knows there’s an issue or that its serious. I don’t know maybe I am under the weather to make such claim of being unwell from the daily consumption of photographic info of choice, in my case as i wrote its the tons of pictures I will see on a daily basic, the girls and their instant environment, as someone had commented, the primitive realism. Nothing more or less. More technical means bring less content that is reduced to the bare surface.

 

 

If there’s God or Paul Jaisini — I don’t care, give me hope to escape because my freedom to see is killing me. The visual terror had turned me into a very submissive and quiet slave. I am the voyeur but without sexual pleasure that is gone. When in my previous lives I didn’t earn enough money to be the man I found ways of earning. When I was sick I found ways of getting well. Nothing however seem to motivate me now to find the remedy

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