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Hey flickr fam.

So for the last little while I've been having symptoms. A lot of symptoms actually.

 

***(Over the last 6 months)

 

Increased anxiety

Increased depression

Mild paranoia

Agoraphobia

Mood swings

Migraines with right side of body going numb

 

(Over the past couple weeks)

 

Brain fog

Dizziness

Constant disorientation (feeling drunk)

Seeing things

Numbness in fingers and toes

Heart palpitations

Butterflies in stomach

Tightness in chest

The back of my head feels hot and burning

Neck and back-stabbing pains***

 

Since I have a history of Migraines where I lose my vision, I was worried about having a brain tumor.

I made an appointment with my Primary care physician.

 

But yesterday while I was driving on the freeway, I had what suspiciously felt like a heart attack. I know I'm young, but my uncle had his first heart attack when he was 22. My Grandma had heart problems forever and had like 4 open heart surgeries. So I Ended up going to the ER.

 

They ran some tests and concluded my heart is okay, it was just an anxiety attack. Wtf. I dont HAVE those... So now I feel like a big pussy. Haha. I guess over the last 6 months, losing my job, having BOTH of my dogs die, and basically being homeless has had a bit of an affect on me.

 

As for the rest of the symptoms ive been having, they decided it was a concussion. I fell down the stairs a week and a half ago, after drinking excessively, and must have hurt my head.

 

So doctors orders are No exercise and No horse back riding. Also no TV, Video games or Reading or anything to do with screens or thinking.

 

Because 2016 wants to take away everything i love.

 

Done