fearless.

i'm not a particularly brave person. in fact, it took me nearly 3 years after college to actually pursue my lifelong dream of acting... and i still get scared. of the rejection, the possibility of utter and complete failure. it's been a rough ride so far, so in my mind that equals being untalented and worthless. in my head i know it's the nature of the beast, but in my heart it just... well, it just effing hurts. i wish i was stronger.

 

when it comes to fashion though... i'll do/wear/try anything. it's my outlet of bravery i suppose. hippie headbands? bring it. pleather leggings? of course. fuchsia lipstick? my favorite. high waisted, pleated trousers? hells yeah. 6 in stilettos? who doesn't!?

 

i started a blog about a year ago and that has been a real outlet for my general feelings of worthlessness because it seems to make people smile... so i can say that maybe i haven't gotten to act in an oscar winner or hell a valtrex commercial, but i wrote about something i loved and made someone laugh. that feels good.

Done