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Thank you
Thank you to all my friends that have supported me through my trials with the neighbours and for sending me Get well wishes, it has meant so much to me, Thank you also for my 3 lovely testimonials fom CREllis2009,
RON HANKO and BRie-N. And thank you Ron Hanko, smiling orange and skipping in the meadow for dedicating photographs to me, I loved every one of them and will treasure the thoughtfullness for ever.
I want to be honest with you all and tell you the truth what is up with me and I am hoping I will not loose one friendship as each and everyone of you are dear to me.
I suffered depression after the birth of my son, and then agrophobia set in, I could not go out as I felt sufficated and scared, I was starting to get better, enabling me to take all the swan pics bulls, Gullivers world etc and feeling much better in myself, but since the incedent with the neighbours, I have had a nervous breakdown, i have reverted back into my illness, deep depression and unable to go out.
Last fri i finally cracked and the very top doctors came to my home, I thought I was going to be forced to go into hospital, but because of my childhood, they did not think i would benefit from it, so I am able to stay at home on the condition I will acept all help and if my health deteriates any more my husband will have to give up work to take care of me. My wonderful husband does not have any support from anyone and he is doing all he can for me on his own, he is even feeding my fish on face book bless him. It must be hard for him but he says he loves me and will do all he can to help me. My social worker from when I was a child who is so much like a mum to me came today and said she will help all she can but she lives miles away and is retired from work so I cant ask for too much from her, but she totaly loves me and has never left my side even though I came out of care at 18. Colin thank you for looking after me right now, and for being my wonderful husband, I love you so very much and I promise I will except all help and to take any tablets given to me in order to get better. Flickr friends, you are so amazing, I told my husband that you are also helping me by being so kind, I will always try to catch up with my comments to you all but sometimes I just feel to ill to come on. I guess I have what most people would call, a mental illness right now so that is why I am worried I may loose some of you. I hope I don't though As I really do mean all i say to you. I am an honest person and I am being honest with you now about my illness. I am still the same Chrissie that I was when you first met me on here, I can still even find my sense of humour sometimes, I can still apriciate all your wonderful photo's .
Thank you
Thank you to all my friends that have supported me through my trials with the neighbours and for sending me Get well wishes, it has meant so much to me, Thank you also for my 3 lovely testimonials fom CREllis2009,
RON HANKO and BRie-N. And thank you Ron Hanko, smiling orange and skipping in the meadow for dedicating photographs to me, I loved every one of them and will treasure the thoughtfullness for ever.
I want to be honest with you all and tell you the truth what is up with me and I am hoping I will not loose one friendship as each and everyone of you are dear to me.
I suffered depression after the birth of my son, and then agrophobia set in, I could not go out as I felt sufficated and scared, I was starting to get better, enabling me to take all the swan pics bulls, Gullivers world etc and feeling much better in myself, but since the incedent with the neighbours, I have had a nervous breakdown, i have reverted back into my illness, deep depression and unable to go out.
Last fri i finally cracked and the very top doctors came to my home, I thought I was going to be forced to go into hospital, but because of my childhood, they did not think i would benefit from it, so I am able to stay at home on the condition I will acept all help and if my health deteriates any more my husband will have to give up work to take care of me. My wonderful husband does not have any support from anyone and he is doing all he can for me on his own, he is even feeding my fish on face book bless him. It must be hard for him but he says he loves me and will do all he can to help me. My social worker from when I was a child who is so much like a mum to me came today and said she will help all she can but she lives miles away and is retired from work so I cant ask for too much from her, but she totaly loves me and has never left my side even though I came out of care at 18. Colin thank you for looking after me right now, and for being my wonderful husband, I love you so very much and I promise I will except all help and to take any tablets given to me in order to get better. Flickr friends, you are so amazing, I told my husband that you are also helping me by being so kind, I will always try to catch up with my comments to you all but sometimes I just feel to ill to come on. I guess I have what most people would call, a mental illness right now so that is why I am worried I may loose some of you. I hope I don't though As I really do mean all i say to you. I am an honest person and I am being honest with you now about my illness. I am still the same Chrissie that I was when you first met me on here, I can still even find my sense of humour sometimes, I can still apriciate all your wonderful photo's .