67.365; direction.

I feel so important today and I wish I didn't.

Was I a little off key?

 

Day 67 - August 4th, 2009.

 

Last night, I think I finally figured out why I started 365.

Today, for the first time, I think I finally figured out where I want to go with it.

I want to grow with it.

 

I do not want to spend anymore time looking back.

I want this to be 365 days of hope, of looking forward.

365 days of recovery.

 

I am 18 years old. I know nothing about this big world.

Nothing.

My experiences and thoughts are limited, and the bottom line, the fact of the matter is that

I am 18. And that's it. That's all. Time to stop getting caught up with all these things that I think I know when the reality is that I know nothing.

 

Very few people actually know something, have you ever realized that?

 

I am going to beat this thing by day 365.

How the hell I'm going to do that, I have about as much of an idea as I know about this world.

I have 298 days to figure out the rest of it.

Or some of it.

 

But I have a feeling that continuing to take pictures is a good place to start.

And read more Tolstoy. That's a must.

 

 

 

 

Done