Irritation and Anger - Midian City

[18:15] Akiel Martian held up to fingers, "..make it two..", he said and sat back against the bar, watching the door a moment, "..oi've been hunting..and doin' what oi do best, watchin' all yer backs from the Shadows..just canna be watch 'all' of ye' all the time.."

 

[18:18] Fluffy Snoodle waits for the drinks to be served and turns around with hers in hand, taking small sips from it for now, "Well, Ayr wont be happy to know that you were alone most of today." She'd say tapping her fingers on the glass. "I've actally been craving some action lately. It's been too quiet."

 

[18:21] Akiel Martian reached into his pocket and pulled out the respectable amunt for tip along with the two drinks, setting it on the counter as the two beverages were served. Syle's right hand came around to grab the bottle, "..Ayr already know..", he said, tipping the beverage back, taking a long drag, "..oi dun fear the UAC, oi've inta the middle of three of em, dissarmed them and walked away..oi dun need a buddy ta help me ta get ta work..me job as a Shadow is ta help intel and protect the Pack, oi dun need no one in the Pack protectin' me..", he said, watching the door again, "..Ayr knows me well enough ta know, oi keep ta me'self, when oi need help, oi'll ask..n' oi wont be shy ta ask either..aint no false pride in this Wolf, Fluffers.."

 

[18:25] Fluffy Snoodle nods slowly, the bottle attached to her lips now. "You know...that may be so but there was a UAC raid outside of here earlier. An entire raid, Wolf. You have to be more careful now. The pack may have more members in it now but few old ones. I'd like to keep it the way it is." Fluffys tails would flick around behind her now, "Losing any family member due to the carelessness of them isn't in my agenda, and losing them to the UAC is even farther from it." She'd pause again and take another drag. "Though, That's just the way I look at things. I should be more considerate of you though, we're alike in some ways. We don't ask for help when it's not needed and we're loners it seems." She'd stop at that and perk a brow to him, waiting for his two cents.

 

[18:30] Akiel Martian: "It seems, naw, that the way it is..they say ye' canna have two alpha wolves in any Pack, n' that aint completely true.. oi've always been me own Alpha, n' oi always will be, oi protect the Pack, because it need protectin'..", he raised that left mechanical arm and flexed the fingers of it, small cervos being heard. His gaze narrowed, "..oi gave up me left arm fightin' them Cyborgs..haven yer' arm ripped from it socket and crushed infront o' yer face, aint nothin' ta describe it..n' oi still be here..", he considered her a moment, "..aye, oi have a feelin' too that we be havin' a wee bit in common, maybe that's why oi can joke with ye'..", he said shrugging.

 

[18:35] Fluffy Snoodle looks down to her bottle and nods some, "I'm sorry I left the pack before the cyborgs attacks, I really am." She'd sigh and look at the beer still left in the bottle, "Heh, that's twice in a week the cyborg attack has been mentioned to me. Maybe it's trying to tell me something." She'd pause to take another swig of her booze, "I feel there is something I should do for the pack that I haven't been able to. Ayr appolgized for the pack letting me down the night of the explosion - "Which infact made her pause in thought, "Mmm, helping save Ayrs life that night just doesn't seem like enough. The pack lost too much from the cybrogs, and I don't mean lives by that, I mean everything in general. It just doesn't seem the same anymore."

 

[18:39] Akiel Martian: "No..it aint..alot was taken away..", he said, cranning his head back, glug, glug, glug. He reached back setting the now empty bottle atop the counter top, "..oi dinna know ye' were in the Pack befor the attacks..oi've been with the Pack almost a full year now..'ow could oi have missed such a perty face?"

 

[18:43] Fluffy Snoodle shrugs as she keeps staring to the contents of the bottle, "I wasn't around much. Didn't feel I fit in. The only person who seemed to remember me was Ayr actually. Everyone else just walked by me." She'd shrug and finally look over to Syle, "Tell me something, how does one find their meaning to life?" She'd ask, "I'm going to be alive for many years to come and I don't want to make it a never ending search. I will...have seen my friends die over the years, I've seen the effects of war and violence. It's not what I've been looking for and I just don't know how to handle it anymore." She'd kick her boots against the wooden counter, making a small indentation. "I just don't know what to do anymore."

 

[18:45] OmartelDax Dragovar glances inside and spots the pair of fellow Packies, grunting a light greeting as he enters inside.

 

[18:48] Akiel Martian: "Seems ye' n' oi have far more in common then ye' think..but, as fer what yer meanin' ta life be..", he raised his right hand, index fing point outwards, at the center of her chest just above her breasts, "..only yer heart can be tellin' ye' what that be..fer me, its fightin'..oi've known nothin' else in all me years of exsistance, oi faught to survive, oi've faught fer sport..", his hand lowered a bit, head tilting to the side, offering Dax a short lived nod, "..but, fightin' ta defend those who canna defend themselves..the look of gratitude on their faces fer helpin' them survive another day..that be me meanin' ta life.."

 

[18:53] Fluffy Snoodle looks back to Syle before offering a nod to Dax and looking down towards the indent she made into the wood, "I can hardly even help anyone anymore. They always go to Amara! They never even call me!" She growled out. "I became a medic to help people, though I can't even seem to do that right." A low growl would escape her throat as her tails flicked around in irritation. "They don't show respect anymore, and the only one that ever does is Dax." She'd say motioning to him, "The only one who actually tries to guard his family." She didn't mean that Syle never did...just that Dax was -always- there when help was needed. "I just don't kno anymore Syle, I really don't." The first time she's actually called him Syle too. "And just to top this off, the cherry on the goddamn top, Amara is Ashagi and the pack always goes to her! I'm the lead, I'm supposed to be there for them first. My goal in life was to help people out and see that gratitude like you aim for, but I can't do it anymore, I never get the chance. I only ever see blood and violence."

 

[18:56] OmartelDax Dragovar cocks a brow and looks up at the mention of his name in a few instances. Absently he brushes the hair out of his face and curls it behind his ear. He didnt have much to say this evening as he pulled out the long and thick handbook the MPD had given him. With a grunt he goes back to reading the rules...the many, many rules with a slight shake of his head.

 

[18:58] Akiel Martian shook his head, "..oi dun let Mitka or me'self get treated by Mara since oi found out..", he shook his head slowly, "..ye' be the only healer in the pack oi see and that one incident in the street dun count, Ayr walked off before oi could ask him ta help me ta the den n' oi could'ne get up alone..so unless ye' got yer'self some amazin' mucle mass in that wee form o' yer's..oi doubt ye' would'a carried me..", he snickered, shaking his head. Eyes narrowed, measure, "..Mara is a good lass, but oi dun agree with 'er..if the MPD started targetting Hybrids, oi throw me badge at the CHief so fast her head would spin.."

 

[19:03] Fluffy Snoodle couldn't help but to chuckle lightly at that, but the look on her face was still grave. "It doesn't seem to matter anymore. The medics are dying out from the pack anyways." She'd sigh and take a drag from her beer again before it'd get warm. "Life is just that way, huh? Always changing without notice. Sudden. We could all drop dead right here and no one would ever know what happened." The breeze from the open door would brush her hair against her face lightly, "Syle, I'm not as weak as I look. I can lift 250lbs, with effort, yes, but I can still do it. It irritates me...when the doctors from the MCMC think that they can push me away from my family and they can care for it themselves. The pack is supposed to stick together no matter what. We will help each other no matter what." That's just how it was though, never the way it should be.

 

[19:08] OmartelDax Dragovar puts his book down a moment and looks up, his gravelly voice not very loud at the moment, "Not to butt in...Im still new afterall. But I noticed that Tanner recently joined the Medics....and..its a very difficult proffession Fluff, not many are cut out for it. I know I couldnt. And it is very thankless at times, the ones you save normally unconcious when you save them... but.. medics are more important than anything else.. "grunts and shrugs his shoulders, "A soldier cant fight injured...easier to kill than to fix... I think people respect what you do more than you think. Just... isnt spoken outloud..." pauses a moment, as if he'd say more but grunts and shrugs his shoulder, going back to his handbook.

 

[19:08] Akiel Martian: "THat's nifty..", he smirked, impressed? Believe it, Syle always had a weakness for strong females, they were always the best breeders, "..well, oi aint the only one, so try n' hang in there Fluff..", he leaned over, bringing his right hand to cup her cheek if she'd allow it and wink, "..oi'll make ye a promise, from here on out, if ye' and the MC come at the same time, oi'll always pick ye over them, and if oi get the messanger signal from yer' phone sayin' it's on, n' ye' be around, ye'll always be the first oi'll call..", he gave a tilt of his head, "..how's that sound, lass?"

[19:09] Akiel Martian: "Dax be right, we need us some good healers, n' ye' one of the best.."

 

[19:15] Fluffy Snoodle continues to stare down to the bottle, even as Wolf would cup her cheek, "It just irritates me." She'd say with a quiet sigh. "Dax is right... I'm needed more than I think I am, though I think you guys know where I'm coming from for this." She'd finally set the bottle down and look from Wolf to Dax. "I appreciate it guys, and Wolf, you don't have to. I'd just like to know every once in awhile that I'm needed and I can't do that when I'm never called to help." She'd glance over to Dax, "And Dax, I know how you feel about medics. I remember talking to you about your past not too long ago." Her voice was quiet and she was indeed upset still. Anger running her veins like a poison that refused to go away. The grave look on her face plastered there like it would never come off, "I just wish people would show more respect to the ones that help them. The Beta and Alpha included in that. We're never thanked for all we do to help you all out."

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