Nicole:HearMeRoar(:
your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
019/365
hola! happy cinco de mayo :D hahah.
my spanish teacher wouldn't let us have a fiesta today and all the other spanish classes got one. we were upset:(
i am having a more positivie outlook on life today. even though im tired and dont want to do my homework and wish today was friday instead of thursday, i just feel whole and complete. it's mighty dandy i gotta tell ya:)
ten things i love about myself.
1) I am a friendly person. I smile at people to try and make their day better. I love saying hi and making people feel like they have a friend in me even if I barely know them. I enjoy walking down a hallway and being able to say "hi" to atleast three people.
2) I am a good friend. I listen when people are sad and I give advice to make them feel less alone and brighten their day. I am willing to take weight off people shoulders and loads off their plates.
3) I am funny and can make people laugh with things I do and say. I don't have to be anybody but myself and it can make someone smile.
4) I am unlike anyone else. I am random and spastic and wild and crazy and yet I can amazingly remain sober while being those things.
5) I do not and will not give into peer pressure. it doesn't work on me. I do what I think is right and I don't do what I think is wrong. sure I'm curious what kind of person I would be under an influence of some kind but I don't let that curiosity control my actions and I don't act on impulse. If I was somewhere with alcohol and drugs everywhere I still could restrain. you don't have to do something just because you can.
6) I am very social. although sometimes that gets me in trouble with teachers and such I find a way to make up for it and stay on their good sides ;D
7) I don't have a style. I love dressing up and being girly and glittery and I also love wearing some eyeliner and a beanie and holey jeans. I could come to school in a dress one day and a graphic t-shirt the next. I like being unpredictable like that.
8) I am a virgin and I have not nor will I ever send a sext. I am not controlled by hormones and there is only so far I am willing to go. my body is mine and when I let someone have it I will be completely ready.
9) I am approachable. I am not one of those people with a raincloud over my head and my back turned to the world. if you don't know me I still love when you greet me or talk to me.
10) I am Nicole. that pretty much sums up everything
I did this because today my boyfriend pointed out to me that I blame myself too often. and yes, quite honestly I do, and that's not okay. as much as I hate making anyone else feel bad I need to stop being an emotional punching bag. I want to love myself more. not be IN LOVE with myself like having an ego that won't fit through the door, but being proud of every fiber in me.
+4 in the comments.
your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
019/365
hola! happy cinco de mayo :D hahah.
my spanish teacher wouldn't let us have a fiesta today and all the other spanish classes got one. we were upset:(
i am having a more positivie outlook on life today. even though im tired and dont want to do my homework and wish today was friday instead of thursday, i just feel whole and complete. it's mighty dandy i gotta tell ya:)
ten things i love about myself.
1) I am a friendly person. I smile at people to try and make their day better. I love saying hi and making people feel like they have a friend in me even if I barely know them. I enjoy walking down a hallway and being able to say "hi" to atleast three people.
2) I am a good friend. I listen when people are sad and I give advice to make them feel less alone and brighten their day. I am willing to take weight off people shoulders and loads off their plates.
3) I am funny and can make people laugh with things I do and say. I don't have to be anybody but myself and it can make someone smile.
4) I am unlike anyone else. I am random and spastic and wild and crazy and yet I can amazingly remain sober while being those things.
5) I do not and will not give into peer pressure. it doesn't work on me. I do what I think is right and I don't do what I think is wrong. sure I'm curious what kind of person I would be under an influence of some kind but I don't let that curiosity control my actions and I don't act on impulse. If I was somewhere with alcohol and drugs everywhere I still could restrain. you don't have to do something just because you can.
6) I am very social. although sometimes that gets me in trouble with teachers and such I find a way to make up for it and stay on their good sides ;D
7) I don't have a style. I love dressing up and being girly and glittery and I also love wearing some eyeliner and a beanie and holey jeans. I could come to school in a dress one day and a graphic t-shirt the next. I like being unpredictable like that.
8) I am a virgin and I have not nor will I ever send a sext. I am not controlled by hormones and there is only so far I am willing to go. my body is mine and when I let someone have it I will be completely ready.
9) I am approachable. I am not one of those people with a raincloud over my head and my back turned to the world. if you don't know me I still love when you greet me or talk to me.
10) I am Nicole. that pretty much sums up everything
I did this because today my boyfriend pointed out to me that I blame myself too often. and yes, quite honestly I do, and that's not okay. as much as I hate making anyone else feel bad I need to stop being an emotional punching bag. I want to love myself more. not be IN LOVE with myself like having an ego that won't fit through the door, but being proud of every fiber in me.
+4 in the comments.