Being Male Is Boring

I never particularly liked being male, it didn't bother me too much at the time but in a way I felt I had been cheated as I would have prefered to be female. The thing is I never really understood was how much it affected me as I was quite lost being in the wrong place and not quite me and especially when I was a teenager I didn't know what I wanted out of life I just lived on dreams and daydreams. I've always had a lot of sexual energy too to use up and thankfully I had art as an outlet because it wasn't talked about much in our family as my parents made a big mistake and it hung over them like a curse. Once my parents died I felt much more free and partied and with no restrictions my drawings became more erotic and surreal. It was through this and the introduction of transgendered porn in french porn comics like ND and on the web that a greater understanding came to the fore and something must have clicked as I grew a deep fascination and a kind of longing which at first I denied but then once I decided to create an alter-ego I realised there was another me. ..

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