Having My Cake & Eating It
When I became Jojo some might have thought I was just wierd and nutty or just a perv but I thought why not. True it was a bit of a gamble but I felt I had to do it the yearning was so strong but now as you can probably guess I have no regrets. I am lucky as I have far more friends to talk to now as it has made me far more confident and outgoing. But to be honest it hasn't changed me that much as a person and most of my pre-Jojo friends hardly notice I'm different and still call me Chris as if Jojo is something I do and I have to l ignore it if they sometimes refer to me as 'him'. But at least it proves I am still my self and the fact that I don't take myself too seriously and yes don't mind if it is not deliberate and meant to be rude or disrespectful. I have what I wanted and that is to be the kind of woman I want to be and to be free to dress or undress as I please and have pleasant times with boyfriends too which of course is what happens after hormones corrupt. Maybe it hasn't changed my world completely but to do that I would have to lose much too and this way as Jojo and with a bit of the still lingering Christopher I can have my cake and eat it. Look at it another way some gurls are men most of the time and just become gurls when they can dress, I live as Jojo all the time and don't feel the need to force it on anyone so lets agree unless we are dead serious about it transitioning we all have to make some compromises..
Having My Cake & Eating It
When I became Jojo some might have thought I was just wierd and nutty or just a perv but I thought why not. True it was a bit of a gamble but I felt I had to do it the yearning was so strong but now as you can probably guess I have no regrets. I am lucky as I have far more friends to talk to now as it has made me far more confident and outgoing. But to be honest it hasn't changed me that much as a person and most of my pre-Jojo friends hardly notice I'm different and still call me Chris as if Jojo is something I do and I have to l ignore it if they sometimes refer to me as 'him'. But at least it proves I am still my self and the fact that I don't take myself too seriously and yes don't mind if it is not deliberate and meant to be rude or disrespectful. I have what I wanted and that is to be the kind of woman I want to be and to be free to dress or undress as I please and have pleasant times with boyfriends too which of course is what happens after hormones corrupt. Maybe it hasn't changed my world completely but to do that I would have to lose much too and this way as Jojo and with a bit of the still lingering Christopher I can have my cake and eat it. Look at it another way some gurls are men most of the time and just become gurls when they can dress, I live as Jojo all the time and don't feel the need to force it on anyone so lets agree unless we are dead serious about it transitioning we all have to make some compromises..