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I never really thought about it at the time but when I used to look at the girls in top-shelf magazines like Mayfair and Men Only I was getting more aroused imagining I was the girl being pleasured with her sensitive breasts and gorgeous body not the man. So it's not surprising then as I always envied them and even though it was not a big deal or a personal problem I knew at the back of my mind I would rather have been female. It was only when the world for me started to open up and transsexual porn girls appeared on the scene that I started to think maybe I don't really want to be Christopher any more. Delicious as it was I dismissed the temptation to think about it too much as I felt I had left it too late in life to do it well and look good. But alas I thought of just experimenting with an alter-ego when I went out and as they say the rest is history. However when I started I was easygoing and fetishistic which helped but still believed I was a 'straight' guy. In a way I think I still am straightish as I'm not not into the gay scene or sissy stuff, I see myself more as a young woman who has boyfriends and indeed if Icould manage it lots of men. Before I forget even though I have trouble getting up from the easy-chair I need not have worried about being too old to start as the whole process seems to have made me young again and I never even imagine one day it will all end. I think it's true, sexy people with their lively imaginations live a long time just look at Dali and Picasso.

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