It's Been A Long Journey
You are very lucky you might never have had Jojo as I dismissed the idea for a long time thinking it would never work and it was all a daydream and I was just being stupid and besides I was already too old. I knew a real transsexual just has to transition whatever the outcome but even though I now knew I was different from other guys it wasn't eating me up in that desperate born with wrong gender kind of way. It's sad to say but we all suffer from human weakness and once I decided to experiment and created my alter-ego I got drawn along and it was seeing the perfect bronzed Brazilian trans beauties like Thays, Yris and Bianca having great sex with the handsome latin studs that made me think I wanted a lot lot more than a wig and tights. Even though I started enjoying being a part-time T.Girl the one thing that bothered me was the nipples and natural shape might have been nice to play with making me horny but but it was not enough I wanted them to be bigger and to be sexy, and besides it had always been a kind of dream even as a child. I reasoned that if I had them even small ones it might turn me into the sort of transgendered I wanted to be and that is once I had the body and the figure the hormones too would help me become gay without feeling it's wrong and that was the key to it making me happy with myself. I thought about doing HRT and not only did the NHS deliberately make it difficult I knew they way it worked might fuck me up in other ways and I wasn't going to risk that. I decided it wasn't worth the risk but to take away the dissappointment and give me faint hope I stepped up my seemingly token herbal breast growth trying to buy hopefully better stuff which actually worked. That bit of stubborn eccentricity eventually paid off and now I have enough for the guys to play with and a decent full shape to fill a small bra but the best thing is even though I didn't do it properly with HRT it has still feminised me in the other ways too so I look and feel and probably think more like a woman. To be honest I don't think I could have been arsed to do it had I thought I might turn out to be ugly but I knew on herbs could just stop but as it didn't I carried on just seeing what tomorrow might bring. Alas in the end by sticking with it I got my wish as I achieved more or less the kind of more shapely female body I wanted and having those breasts to show off has really changed my attitude to guys and sex and I must be hot stuff lol as life is opening up it's wonderful. But before you start asking which herbs I use, think again as it has taken me years and years to grow and I feel more like a knarled huge oak tree than a sprightly willow. I do sometimes think about what I misssed out on by taking the long route but it does mean Jojo and her body have grown together and besides I'm the sort of person who prefers to just enjoy the journey. Maybe that's why I like buses and yes there is still a bit of Christopher in me which, no pun intended, is good as it stops me getting too carried away.
It's Been A Long Journey
You are very lucky you might never have had Jojo as I dismissed the idea for a long time thinking it would never work and it was all a daydream and I was just being stupid and besides I was already too old. I knew a real transsexual just has to transition whatever the outcome but even though I now knew I was different from other guys it wasn't eating me up in that desperate born with wrong gender kind of way. It's sad to say but we all suffer from human weakness and once I decided to experiment and created my alter-ego I got drawn along and it was seeing the perfect bronzed Brazilian trans beauties like Thays, Yris and Bianca having great sex with the handsome latin studs that made me think I wanted a lot lot more than a wig and tights. Even though I started enjoying being a part-time T.Girl the one thing that bothered me was the nipples and natural shape might have been nice to play with making me horny but but it was not enough I wanted them to be bigger and to be sexy, and besides it had always been a kind of dream even as a child. I reasoned that if I had them even small ones it might turn me into the sort of transgendered I wanted to be and that is once I had the body and the figure the hormones too would help me become gay without feeling it's wrong and that was the key to it making me happy with myself. I thought about doing HRT and not only did the NHS deliberately make it difficult I knew they way it worked might fuck me up in other ways and I wasn't going to risk that. I decided it wasn't worth the risk but to take away the dissappointment and give me faint hope I stepped up my seemingly token herbal breast growth trying to buy hopefully better stuff which actually worked. That bit of stubborn eccentricity eventually paid off and now I have enough for the guys to play with and a decent full shape to fill a small bra but the best thing is even though I didn't do it properly with HRT it has still feminised me in the other ways too so I look and feel and probably think more like a woman. To be honest I don't think I could have been arsed to do it had I thought I might turn out to be ugly but I knew on herbs could just stop but as it didn't I carried on just seeing what tomorrow might bring. Alas in the end by sticking with it I got my wish as I achieved more or less the kind of more shapely female body I wanted and having those breasts to show off has really changed my attitude to guys and sex and I must be hot stuff lol as life is opening up it's wonderful. But before you start asking which herbs I use, think again as it has taken me years and years to grow and I feel more like a knarled huge oak tree than a sprightly willow. I do sometimes think about what I misssed out on by taking the long route but it does mean Jojo and her body have grown together and besides I'm the sort of person who prefers to just enjoy the journey. Maybe that's why I like buses and yes there is still a bit of Christopher in me which, no pun intended, is good as it stops me getting too carried away.