One thing at a tme

I dreamed so hard and spent so long working on it wanting to get there as the perfect transgendered girl and the more beautiful and feminine the better. Then cancer came along to potentially blow a hole in it all and then being so very lucky made me realise how fortunate I am and how we should appreciate the now and what we have. I'm sure it's only human but we are never totally satisfied or quite content with what we have. Here am I wishing I was twenty again and famous as the most amazing and charismatic trans porn star ever, whilst some of you just wish you hadn't got two left feet were not hairy or built like a gorilla and others just wish they had the chance to put a dress on for the first time. I think we should all take comfort in the fact that dreaming makes things more wonderful and your cup of tea is always sweeter till you sip it. I live a normal life as Jojo but I have a very lively sexual imagination so I need constant stimulation. I'm not gay as such so in a way I've built a high wall around my garden of transgendered delights to keep out all the related things that don't appeal to me keeping my vision pure. Before you all start thinking I'm a 'bit sad' I've over-simplified it just so to explain and I try to be inclusive but in my imagination at least I've chosen the sexual world I want to live in. And yes I'm sure many of you will agree that the favorite girls I choose and the delicously sensual sexual scenes I use in my images conjure up a Jojo sexual paradise. I'm sure that should reality set in and I was to swop places with them much of it would not be as good as it appears to be, a bit live driving needing to entertain and having sex for fun is quite different to doing it every day for a living.

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