On the first day of spring, I lost my best friend.

Last night was one of the hardest decisions of my life that I ever had to make. I had to put down my bestest friend after 15 great years of such loyal companionship. I just truly knew in my heart that his quality of life was no longer there and I could not bare to see him suffer any longer. He just deteroriated so much in the last two weeks, I just could not kid my self any longer in thinking things would get better.

 

The little guy has laid with me everynight for the past 15 years and it was so hard knowing he was not there last night. He will come no longer to my call or share his silents thoughts with me. A voice far greater than my own has called him.

 

And through my tear filled eyes, I thank him for the happy years. He let him spend down here with me. And for his love and loyalty.

 

I know he is truly in a better place right now, but I still cannot express how very sad I am and so lost without him right now. I know in time, the pain will ease and I will go on without him...but I will cherish all the great memories I have had with him.

 

 

 

 

Done