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Post Secret Number One
I am going into the Navy, and it is fast becoming a reality, that I am no longer a child. I am having a hard time accepting this fact, but some of my friends were taking it harder than I was. I have done some stupid things, mostly on purpose, to push those close to me away. The less someone is attached to me when I leave, the better it will be for the both of us.
I love you, I am sorry. I want the best for you in your life, as I know I am giving myself the best. One day we will be close again, just not now, I can't take it, and neither can you. I am saving you from yourself, and me in the end, you'll see.
This is my secret, and I don't want to live with it anymore.
Post Secret Number One
I am going into the Navy, and it is fast becoming a reality, that I am no longer a child. I am having a hard time accepting this fact, but some of my friends were taking it harder than I was. I have done some stupid things, mostly on purpose, to push those close to me away. The less someone is attached to me when I leave, the better it will be for the both of us.
I love you, I am sorry. I want the best for you in your life, as I know I am giving myself the best. One day we will be close again, just not now, I can't take it, and neither can you. I am saving you from yourself, and me in the end, you'll see.
This is my secret, and I don't want to live with it anymore.