I am me, I am Bunny

 

Everyone seems to have been doing these lately, and for awhile I debated whether I should do one myself, I have finally decided that Since I found myself with some time to sit down tonight; this bunny will be doing one.

 

Shape:

I sat down a few weeks ago and sifted through all the shapes I have made since I started 6 years ago, it was fun to see the subtle and major changes that I went through. I often use these sorts of things as reminders to myself, as to why new people need help. (Also why they look so scary!)

As for my shapes, I guess that they started like everyone else's, to tall, to lanky to grotesquely awful to talk about... or look at -and of course I thought I looked brilliant just like every other noob. About the time that I started GMing in CoLA my Avy shrunk by a zillion and I realized that there was no need to be a gigantic-amazonian lady. Thus I suppose very cute -well kinda- ruby was born. Since then it has been years of perfection in the works.

Unlike many other people who enjoy the velumptious look I am not really a fan of it. I tend to go for the very slight curves with small features and petite looks. If I really had to explain why this is, I suppose it is because I am vulumptious in real life, I have all those curves other people seem to want to dawn in SL, (its not all it cracks up to be... let me tell you) So in my fake life here I would rather be seen as a scrawny cute child like girl then as a overly shapely female.

My shape also tends to adjust with each new skin.

 

Skin

Skins are one of those things that come and go, I use to swear by curio... but because her shop is no longer around I have had to broaden my search... I haven't really found any other shops that I swear by since her... Though I guess the one I use most anymore is Ys & Ys 's Candy skin. That skin makes me profoundly happy and it has so much more definition then most out there now. Just like I have with my eyes recently I have been dabbling a bit with TSG's skin( it happens to be the one I wore in this photo.)

Other then that I am not really into following the trends of skins, I just like what I Like and I actually tend to avoid majorly popular skins that come out, After all whats the fun of being able to be unique, when all you do is follow someones blog to look just like them.

 

Eyes

I think this is the simplest out of everything, if im not wearing ID eyes, then Im wearing something I got on sale somewhere and I don't even pay attentions. Insufferable dastered to me is just the way I go 99.99 % of the time. About a week ago I bought some TSG eyes, and im not sure how I feel yet about them just yet! They seem to go with more of my pale frail skins.

 

Lips

Ah I just go with whatever skin designer has the best lips, im not really a makeup fan... So I suppose whatever brand currently has me won for skins is also my lip brand.

 

Style

Ive never really been a blogger, but I tend to dress a lot of people around me (Males and Females- Most of my close friends, even Cho come to me for ideas of what to wear and where to shop.).

Im a Styler on a budget - I don't have 60k to spend a week on clothing like some people I know do, so you often find me bargain hunting and definitly taking advantage of Demos(Unlike Mr. Bear; who thinks its more beneficial not to waist time hunting, bargaining or DEMOing because he would rather just buy it)

I do know that if someone starts stalking my style, I start making my own products, or I change compleatly just so I dont have a replica. Originalty is key to me.

 

Hair

Hair I think is much more diverse then the rest of what I buy, and where I shop. I guess the fact that I shop at more hair places, also has to do with the fact that so many people seem to be able to dabble in this area of SL. Currently (Against what most of my friends are saying ) I love the Magika hair ... Its super cute - and I do love super cute things. I am all about the big curls, pink bows and platinum blond hair. Other then Magika I tend to rock some Lamb, Burly, and of course ETD (Now known as E by the new kids of SL). Sometimes I sit and talk to Cho-bear about how much SL has changed since I started 6 years ago. I remember when it was the race to see who could build the best prim hair... However if I reminisce to hard on these times, I start sounding like an SL old woman. (Back in my day .... )

 

Personality

If I were to try to discribe myself, Id have to say im an honest, loyal dependable person. I like to help people, and I love to talk to people about anything they bring up. I dont deal well with grief, or sorrow and sometimes when im angry I crumble under the pressure. Im not really someone who likes confrontations, ( this doesnt mean I let people walk on me, if someone goes at me, Id rather act then avoid) and I am the first person to stand up for a freind who needs me, But I am also the first to tell them they are in the wrong, and to cut the shit out and appologize.

With all this said; I think I rub some people the wrong way, but Ive always tried to be a very good friend to everyone and anyone who needs me. So why then do I rub people the wrong way? Its simple... when I was a child I was told that any friend worth having, would be honest with me no matter how much it hurt. At the end of the day Honesty is the best policy, and if it hurts you, your likely the one that needed to hear honesty the most.

So sometimes I am brutally honest. I usually have a pretty good reason behind my honesty though, I never do it just to be mean or spiteful. On that note; I think most people who think they can take honesty really cant! they can only take sugar coated honestly... Sadly I am not one to hold my punches.

 

Personality wise I suppose another big part of me is the part of me who really truly hates pretenders. People who pretend to be nice piss me off. I also hate how they always have excuses and play the victim. If your going to start something, then finish it, don't just copy-paste bits and pieces of logs to people to make other people look like bad guys, Or accuse them of things they didn't do without proof, and then avoid them when they contact you after you leave off-line snarky remarks.

If you cant control the fire, don't start it.

 

As for what people think when they meet me?

I have been told that I seem shut down anymore.

 

When I first met my boyfriend over a year ago now, He thought that I was cold and shut down, he told me later that he never even thought we would talk again. When people take the time to get past that exterior wall, and they realize I am like this because a lot of people have burned me, taken advantage of my kindness and worn me out those people often become close friends of mine who enjoy my presence.

 

All in all I think I am a pretty nice person - that is once you get past that exterior wall.... Other then that if your not trying to bring me down or piss me off intentionally... I normally love everyone.

 

Forever

Ruby Idora.

 

 

 

 

 

Done