Horsing Around (1 year update + video links)
Afternoon Floral UNMASKED
Afternoon Floral ORIGINAL
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByK8uTzyLTw&t=0s
A Peasant Afternoon
www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oCKgpGw0P0&t=21s
Hello my summer bunnies. I want to thank each and every one of you who has commented, liked, messaged me here, but also to those of you who subscribed to my You Tube channel. It's nearly a year since I started uploading on YT again after a four year hiatus. I was never one to post a 'goodbye' or 'I'm leaving' video as I thought I would regret that later, and I have always wondered the motivations for those that do such a thing. It has been a year of growth. As I came to terms with those who no longer wanted me in their lives, I also came to terms with who and what I wanted in my life. Strangely, the missing component was ME - i.e. this 'Rachel' side of me that I had compromised for nearly four years. Of course, I was featured on two videos on another channel when I met one of my friends, but such meetings were few and far between, and so a joint video in 2017 and 2019 was all I had linked to my channel. I guess friends thought I had given up too and it would have been hard to disagree. For those of you who support me and would love to do what I do, I have a simple thing to say - go do it! Life is short and I don't tolerate any form of BS in my life. I have always been a gentle, well meaning funloving person. I take joy in other people's successes. I am not jealous. I believe in live and let live. I believe anyone has the right to disagree with me and have a different view. As for t-girling, I know a number of comments suggest that I am not convincing / I can't walk in high heels / I am not as good as XYZ person.....none of this is important to me. All I am concentrating on is being the best version of me. I cannot help the fact that I did not upload 'Rachel' content in four years, but I am making up for lost time now, and not in any act of desperation...I am truly loving these experiences and they are a joy to share with you. Please give these videos some love! Finally, I just want to say that as I am living like this four to five days a week, I am moving towards getting my name legally changed to Rachel Louise Swann. After I went out for my first solo outing in four years on June 9th 2020, I discussed changing my name with a friend, who suggested maybe not to do so as it creates problems in many areas. But I have shown this is not a whim or a phase, and I feel is the next step for me. Let me know what you think. Should I go ahead and do it?! Wishing you all the love in the world. xxx
Horsing Around (1 year update + video links)
Afternoon Floral UNMASKED
Afternoon Floral ORIGINAL
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByK8uTzyLTw&t=0s
A Peasant Afternoon
www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oCKgpGw0P0&t=21s
Hello my summer bunnies. I want to thank each and every one of you who has commented, liked, messaged me here, but also to those of you who subscribed to my You Tube channel. It's nearly a year since I started uploading on YT again after a four year hiatus. I was never one to post a 'goodbye' or 'I'm leaving' video as I thought I would regret that later, and I have always wondered the motivations for those that do such a thing. It has been a year of growth. As I came to terms with those who no longer wanted me in their lives, I also came to terms with who and what I wanted in my life. Strangely, the missing component was ME - i.e. this 'Rachel' side of me that I had compromised for nearly four years. Of course, I was featured on two videos on another channel when I met one of my friends, but such meetings were few and far between, and so a joint video in 2017 and 2019 was all I had linked to my channel. I guess friends thought I had given up too and it would have been hard to disagree. For those of you who support me and would love to do what I do, I have a simple thing to say - go do it! Life is short and I don't tolerate any form of BS in my life. I have always been a gentle, well meaning funloving person. I take joy in other people's successes. I am not jealous. I believe in live and let live. I believe anyone has the right to disagree with me and have a different view. As for t-girling, I know a number of comments suggest that I am not convincing / I can't walk in high heels / I am not as good as XYZ person.....none of this is important to me. All I am concentrating on is being the best version of me. I cannot help the fact that I did not upload 'Rachel' content in four years, but I am making up for lost time now, and not in any act of desperation...I am truly loving these experiences and they are a joy to share with you. Please give these videos some love! Finally, I just want to say that as I am living like this four to five days a week, I am moving towards getting my name legally changed to Rachel Louise Swann. After I went out for my first solo outing in four years on June 9th 2020, I discussed changing my name with a friend, who suggested maybe not to do so as it creates problems in many areas. But I have shown this is not a whim or a phase, and I feel is the next step for me. Let me know what you think. Should I go ahead and do it?! Wishing you all the love in the world. xxx