melody jane (previously iron&melody)
I'VE BEEN TAGGED; 10 Facts. [EXPLORED, #99!!!]
HO. LEE. GOODNESS...
did i SERIOUSLY get another Explore?!?!
ahhhh, quick!
someone pinch me!
i've gotta be dreaming!<33
[and, it went from being #144, to #99! yeee!]
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the world is turnin' upside down...
yet, i'm still here; grounded onto nothing.
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+2 in comments
oh; and View it Large?
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all right.
so, i've been tagged, several times; therefore, i need to just do my facts now; and i'm in the mood.
sooo, here we go.
1. my least favorite thing about flickr, is when undeserving photographs get Explores; especially front pages. what the heck?! i'll never understand.
2. my favorite thing about flickr, is going through really good photographers favorite photographs, to get connections to MORE fantastic photographers. i love looking through Explores, too.
3. my guilty pleasure in music, is hip-hop. basically only the following, however: Iyaz(spellcheck?), Jason Derulo, some Beyonce, and Jay Sean. i bet there are a couple others, but barely any. so, go ahead; sue me. i'm a woman of hard-core indie, and i rock it out to some gangsta, every now and then. i should be thoroughly repulsed with myself.
4. one of my favorite feelings/things to do in the world, is wearing tights, a leotard, and my ballet/lyrical shoes; because then, i can dance a million times better, and i just spin and leap everywhere, and feel like a new, better person. i always forget how much i can dance, because i've quit taking lessons; but when i'm in the proper apparel--which is pretty rare, unfortunately--it's just a wonderful sensation. i love dancing so much.
5. there are days when i want to chop my hair in some crazy style, and die it magenta; but i know i'll never do it. i just wish i could have it for like--a week, or so.
6. i'm currently in a stage of being obsessed with hand and arm photographs with glitter, or something of that substance on them.
7. MY BIRTHDAY IS THIS SATURDAY!!!
8. people are beginning to notice the underlining sadness i've been feeling, even when i'm smiling... for example, my 'big brother', David, (who just so happens to be the most observant and deep person you could ever encounter) was looking at me backstage at the 'Aladdin' show. i was just sittin' there, minding my own business, when he just looks at me and asks: "hey--are you all right?" at first, i was sort of caught off-guard and just sort of laughed... then, when i found i couldn't bring myself to say, "yes, i am all right"... i grew serious, and just sort of nodded, in a rather phony manner. he continued to ask me throughout the day if i was sure i was okay. when i asked him why he would ask, anyway, he responded: "i don't know... i'm sorry for asking so many times, but there's just--there's just something missing from your eyes..." and, right he was. and even my friends who aren't that observant are beginning to notice, also. great; so the truth of my depression is coming, even through my smiles. dang... and i thought i was a good actress.
9. my hometown, is now truly turning into my family's, and my own, hell-town. yesterday, on Mother's Day, my mom suddenly just broke down into violent tears because of how frustrated she is about this town. and man, i'd be crying all the time, too, if i was a crying person. my mom isn't even a crying person though, and she was CRYING. it's ALWAYS windy here, it's freezing, it's bi-polar, it's boring, it's small, it's dry, and there's always constant drama brewing up, simply because there's nothing else to amuse ourselves with, due to the small-town-ness. and, those are only a few, short amount of things that are horrible about it here. we are so unbelievably stoked to leave here in a year and a half, it's not even funny. sure, Nevada, you were a great place to grow up with; but now, we're all grown up, and we are leaving you.
man. i feel like i'm saying a lecture that i'm supposed to say to my parents, when i move out of the house.
10. one of my biggest worries in life, is to become cold and bitter, toward practically everything in life. and dude... it certainly is starting to seem that way...
I'VE BEEN TAGGED; 10 Facts. [EXPLORED, #99!!!]
HO. LEE. GOODNESS...
did i SERIOUSLY get another Explore?!?!
ahhhh, quick!
someone pinch me!
i've gotta be dreaming!<33
[and, it went from being #144, to #99! yeee!]
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
the world is turnin' upside down...
yet, i'm still here; grounded onto nothing.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
+2 in comments
oh; and View it Large?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
all right.
so, i've been tagged, several times; therefore, i need to just do my facts now; and i'm in the mood.
sooo, here we go.
1. my least favorite thing about flickr, is when undeserving photographs get Explores; especially front pages. what the heck?! i'll never understand.
2. my favorite thing about flickr, is going through really good photographers favorite photographs, to get connections to MORE fantastic photographers. i love looking through Explores, too.
3. my guilty pleasure in music, is hip-hop. basically only the following, however: Iyaz(spellcheck?), Jason Derulo, some Beyonce, and Jay Sean. i bet there are a couple others, but barely any. so, go ahead; sue me. i'm a woman of hard-core indie, and i rock it out to some gangsta, every now and then. i should be thoroughly repulsed with myself.
4. one of my favorite feelings/things to do in the world, is wearing tights, a leotard, and my ballet/lyrical shoes; because then, i can dance a million times better, and i just spin and leap everywhere, and feel like a new, better person. i always forget how much i can dance, because i've quit taking lessons; but when i'm in the proper apparel--which is pretty rare, unfortunately--it's just a wonderful sensation. i love dancing so much.
5. there are days when i want to chop my hair in some crazy style, and die it magenta; but i know i'll never do it. i just wish i could have it for like--a week, or so.
6. i'm currently in a stage of being obsessed with hand and arm photographs with glitter, or something of that substance on them.
7. MY BIRTHDAY IS THIS SATURDAY!!!
8. people are beginning to notice the underlining sadness i've been feeling, even when i'm smiling... for example, my 'big brother', David, (who just so happens to be the most observant and deep person you could ever encounter) was looking at me backstage at the 'Aladdin' show. i was just sittin' there, minding my own business, when he just looks at me and asks: "hey--are you all right?" at first, i was sort of caught off-guard and just sort of laughed... then, when i found i couldn't bring myself to say, "yes, i am all right"... i grew serious, and just sort of nodded, in a rather phony manner. he continued to ask me throughout the day if i was sure i was okay. when i asked him why he would ask, anyway, he responded: "i don't know... i'm sorry for asking so many times, but there's just--there's just something missing from your eyes..." and, right he was. and even my friends who aren't that observant are beginning to notice, also. great; so the truth of my depression is coming, even through my smiles. dang... and i thought i was a good actress.
9. my hometown, is now truly turning into my family's, and my own, hell-town. yesterday, on Mother's Day, my mom suddenly just broke down into violent tears because of how frustrated she is about this town. and man, i'd be crying all the time, too, if i was a crying person. my mom isn't even a crying person though, and she was CRYING. it's ALWAYS windy here, it's freezing, it's bi-polar, it's boring, it's small, it's dry, and there's always constant drama brewing up, simply because there's nothing else to amuse ourselves with, due to the small-town-ness. and, those are only a few, short amount of things that are horrible about it here. we are so unbelievably stoked to leave here in a year and a half, it's not even funny. sure, Nevada, you were a great place to grow up with; but now, we're all grown up, and we are leaving you.
man. i feel like i'm saying a lecture that i'm supposed to say to my parents, when i move out of the house.
10. one of my biggest worries in life, is to become cold and bitter, toward practically everything in life. and dude... it certainly is starting to seem that way...