dear buddha

i have a problem, an illness ive contracted. its pissing off me friends. as soon as i post a shot, satan whispers into my ear, 'take it down, eel". and i have to obey. and thats the way ive always done it. but now, ppl are starting to send me angry mails and the whole inside of me is stewed red...yr the only one who can help. if you can hear me pls give me a sign,

eel