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I firmly believe that the most important feature of life

      is that it is shaped from the inside

   as opposed

         to being shaped from the outside

      like any object is

 

It grows by absorbing food and things from the outside

      sure

but it digests them

      transforms them

   and develops

         following its internal nature

 

Its growth

      will encounter

            obstacles

                           outside

      sure

Its growth

         will depend

   on the abundance or scarcity

   of things to absorb

                                                outside

      sure

Its growth

      will bump into other living things

                        outside

               and be pushed around by them

      sure

 

And so it will adapt its shape

         to the cicumstances of the outside

sure

 

   but this adaptation

      will be done

            according

            to its internal nature

 

Or it doesn't qualify as life

         anymore

 

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And now

         I'll go out on a limb here

   but I believe

   this is the same

                  for our minds

 

I believe

         that our ideas

         our thoughts

   are alive

only

   when they are shaped

      from the inside

 

Sure

      we will hear most of them

                     from the outside

 

However I believe

      as we are not what we eat

      but rather what we make of what we eat

      once we break it all apart into its base constituents

      and reuse these to build what we are meant to be

         according to our nature

 

      our thoughts and our ideas are not what we take directly from the outside

         from what we hear and read

      but rather

            what we make of these after we entirely broke them apart

      and

            rebuilt them

            from the inside

 

   That is

               of course

      if we want our ideas and thoughts

         to be alive

 

I feel

            that every idea

            every thought

   that is taken

                                                as is

                                       or you know

                                                with this minimal necessary adjustment

         from the outside

         without us breaking it apart

            without us daring to break it apart

         without us examining it under many angles

      without fully digesting it

      is as good as dead

I feel

      that each time

      we take an idea from outside

      an opinion

      a model

      a doctrine

      a belief

               anything, actually

      as is

      or you know

            with this minimal necessary adjustment

we are acting as a shopping cart

            pushed by someone else

A dead recipient

 

And these thoughts

               these ideas

               being simply taken from the outside

         not being inhabited by us

         are just empty shells

      covered in scriptures

                     never to be challenged

 

These are the toughts

         and ideas

   that we wish the others to share and express as well

   that we wish the others adopt as well

so that we don't have to face any challenge

         about them

 

These are the ideas and beliefs

      that we love to give

      but not want to discuss

   because

            they might be changed

            and we would be left with nothing

 

These ideas

            and thoughts

      are acquisitions

      that we refuse be taken away

 

We can only approach any discussion about them

      with the strong knowledge that we will stick by them

      and reject anything that challenges them

   rather than

         with the confidence that we can agree to examine them for what they actually are

         are keep them only if they stand true

 

We can only say

                  once cornered

      that we will not change them

      no matter what

                        It's like that.

                        Period.

 

 

Any discussion

         for which we have decided what will be true

                     in advance

   is an exercice

   in being an carrier

         of boxes never to be opened

 

   A discussion

         shaped from the outside

      Dead

 

 

 

And what if they

                                                                           didn't

                                                   stand

                           after all ?

What would we be left with ?

 

We wouldn't be left with nothing

         actually

   We would be left

         with us

   as we are

Rather than

         us

         as we wish we were

 

 

Which of our beliefs would we not run the risk of having to change ?

Which of our opinions would we hate to realize does not stand ?

      Which of these have we decided they are true ?

      Which of these are we protecting by avoiding any challenge ?

 

 

 

Shine from the inside

   Be alive

   Grow

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Uploaded on October 18, 2011