Raw

Raw Emotions

My Writing: January 4, 2024

 

There is a center in my core

that is the enemy

it rises and it falls

promising me failure

 

inside it's darkness

there is no light

it tends to lead my way

even when I beg for retreat

 

crying screaming and begging

it tears me apart

never good enough

always troubled and silenced

 

no one is listening

no one cares

how could they love you

how come you cant see

 

mind racing and time stands still

never emerging the covers pulled up high

my world ever so cold

inside an abyss only i know

 

then one day

the world began to breath

inside that moment time changed

i began to rise

 

stronger by the day

turning corners never thinking

the past is gone

and i am free to begin again

 

one step in front of the other

as time seems to be a memory

every day brighter

and in this all things become new

Done