"ANGUISH"

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the feeling of anger and anguish

~muteD~

 

A fiery pit

is blossoming inside of

my chest.

Where my heart

used to reside

no longer resides

a place capable of any

love.

Hate slithers in

like the first rays

of sunlight

on a Sunday morning

consuming me before I even open my eyes.

 

and I’m finding out

that the only way to

silence the voices in my head

is to scream my own voice raw

and drown them out.

bubbling up like a volcano

on the cusp of erupting

is every penny I’ve ever collected.

holding the memories of what

could never be again.

 

I’m not sure what

I hate more.

How you made me feel

or myself?

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Done