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Brain Zaps, Random Pizza, Temper Tantrum, and Life Thoughts
Brain Zaps, Random Pizza, Temper Tantrum, and Life Thoughts
Brain Zaps, Random Pizza, Temper Tantrum, and Life Thoughts. Have you ever looked at yourself in wonder where you went? That young person you were, is no longer there. The young adult you were went by in sheer survival mode. The 30s were supposed to revive you, yet it flew by in a trauma tornado. 40s were the "new" 30s and sadly, you missed that decade too.
Who Am I Now?
Honestly, I have no clue. I was told, now that my house is dwindling down in children, that I need to start trying new things to see what I like. My taste might have changed. I liked singing, drawing, needlepoint, and reading.
Now, singing is a thing of the past. Whenever I turn a song on, I usually bawl my eyes out. Drawing and needlepoint is not gonna happen because of my tremors. Reading, I could get into that again but once I start a book, I cannot stop and everything gets neglected.
So, what am I to do? Take up horseback riding (did that, too old now), rodeo clown, runner, Bible thumper, interpretative dance? None of those things sound appealing. What does a woman, almost 49 years old do? I would love to go back to work, but doing what I want to do which is counseling. Maybe I would enjoy getting my Ph.D. That costs LOTS of money, that I don't necessarily have to dedicate to another 2 years of college. I mean, lets face it, I'm still paying for my Master's and I never use it.
barefootfaithjourney.com/2021/10/28/brain-zaps-random-piz...
Brain Zaps, Random Pizza, Temper Tantrum, and Life Thoughts
Brain Zaps, Random Pizza, Temper Tantrum, and Life Thoughts
Brain Zaps, Random Pizza, Temper Tantrum, and Life Thoughts. Have you ever looked at yourself in wonder where you went? That young person you were, is no longer there. The young adult you were went by in sheer survival mode. The 30s were supposed to revive you, yet it flew by in a trauma tornado. 40s were the "new" 30s and sadly, you missed that decade too.
Who Am I Now?
Honestly, I have no clue. I was told, now that my house is dwindling down in children, that I need to start trying new things to see what I like. My taste might have changed. I liked singing, drawing, needlepoint, and reading.
Now, singing is a thing of the past. Whenever I turn a song on, I usually bawl my eyes out. Drawing and needlepoint is not gonna happen because of my tremors. Reading, I could get into that again but once I start a book, I cannot stop and everything gets neglected.
So, what am I to do? Take up horseback riding (did that, too old now), rodeo clown, runner, Bible thumper, interpretative dance? None of those things sound appealing. What does a woman, almost 49 years old do? I would love to go back to work, but doing what I want to do which is counseling. Maybe I would enjoy getting my Ph.D. That costs LOTS of money, that I don't necessarily have to dedicate to another 2 years of college. I mean, lets face it, I'm still paying for my Master's and I never use it.
barefootfaithjourney.com/2021/10/28/brain-zaps-random-piz...