Reflection

So yes I want to stop drinking, not because I am been told to however. I want to stop so I don't have this overwhelming sense of anxiety. To ensure I don't maybe make a joke, or talk louder then I need to, or giggle. The anxiety and worry of potentially annoying someone is all to real and I have learnt with my husband (and the family) I will never win. I will never do the right thing no matter how hard I try. So yes I am going to (try) stop drinking for me not for anyone else.

Done