Remembering you Dad...
It's been a whole year Dad....
Do you think about me? I think about you, a lot.
Do you visit me? I think you do, you are in my dreams from time to time when my heart is hurting. I wake up feeling so torn. Happy, sad, angry, excited...all at one time. For those split seconds in my dream I felt you, heard you...was just like when you last stood in my living room smiling and laughing at the kids. But then reality sets in again and I know you aren't physically here anymore and I get upset again. I know you hate it when I cry but I can't stop them. I miss your voice, I miss your hugs and I miss your lessons in life. You know, the ones that would nearly break me but ultimately mold me into a stronger and better person. Yea, those. I miss those. But it's okay Dad, it's okay. I remember what you've taught me and I can keep growing from that. Passing it down to your grand-daughters, who by the way, are growing so fast. To fast. Please watch over them and help me. I'm raising 3 girls to be like me, the woman you wanted me to be and I'm gonna need all the help I can get! Even though now it's spiritually. Keep visiting Dad. I need you still. My babies need you. And don't worry about Mom, we got her covered. She's good Dad, she's strong. I'm a daughter of fighters. I love you Daddy. I love you so much.
Remembering you Dad...
It's been a whole year Dad....
Do you think about me? I think about you, a lot.
Do you visit me? I think you do, you are in my dreams from time to time when my heart is hurting. I wake up feeling so torn. Happy, sad, angry, excited...all at one time. For those split seconds in my dream I felt you, heard you...was just like when you last stood in my living room smiling and laughing at the kids. But then reality sets in again and I know you aren't physically here anymore and I get upset again. I know you hate it when I cry but I can't stop them. I miss your voice, I miss your hugs and I miss your lessons in life. You know, the ones that would nearly break me but ultimately mold me into a stronger and better person. Yea, those. I miss those. But it's okay Dad, it's okay. I remember what you've taught me and I can keep growing from that. Passing it down to your grand-daughters, who by the way, are growing so fast. To fast. Please watch over them and help me. I'm raising 3 girls to be like me, the woman you wanted me to be and I'm gonna need all the help I can get! Even though now it's spiritually. Keep visiting Dad. I need you still. My babies need you. And don't worry about Mom, we got her covered. She's good Dad, she's strong. I'm a daughter of fighters. I love you Daddy. I love you so much.