♥ Abi ♥

I wanted to make this post, because it feels like the only thing thats left to be done.

But now, here I am and I have absolutely no fucking idea where to begin.

 

Reading Paxs Massage about you shocked me. It still does, every time I think about it, every time I talk to him, every time I open my laptop.

 

When I open my Discord, I see your last message to me. It is, until this day, unopened.

I remember seeing it right after you send it to me and I ignored it. At that time, I ignored everything and everyone. I didnt reply to anybody because I was in a really bad state.

 

I know you werent mad with me about it. Because you knew how I felt those days, you knew what was going on with me and you would have been patient until return.

 

No matter what it says, I know, it would have been the perfect thing to say in that moment. Because that was your superpower.

You always knew what to say to me to make me feel better and in the end, I would always smile.

 

Abi, I don't even know how to live a SL without you anymore.

Not sure if I want to.

 

I miss you, always did... just didnt think I would ever loose the ability to talk to you completely.

 

 

I hope you are happy, whereever you are

Rest in Peace, my love

♥♥♥

 

 

Done