*BP36* I'll Sleep When I am Dead

I'm stuck self-torturing

My meds are failing me

Internal clock in smithereens

Can't fix this

I'm hopeless

My eyes are stapled open wide

As I lay down on my side

I am bouncing off these walls

Notice my hands begin to twitch

Unprovoked assaulting of my conscious wit

Me and the TV are enemies

Sickening static surrounds my mind

I'm losing time

And realizing that after days of thought that

I'm stuck self-torturing

My meds are failing me

Internal clock in smithereens

Can't fix this

I'm hopeless

My eyes are stapled open wide

As I lay down on my side

I am bouncing off these walls

As I focus on the clock

Time stands still, but I cannot

I should strap myself in bed

I guess I'll sleep when I am dead

 

 

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