Lost Memory #30 - But at Least, For Awhile...

Two years ago I met a girl named Becca and we fell deeply in love.

 

Loved.

 

A year ago she ghosted me and took my real life bestie of ten plus years with her who ghosted me as well too. Until then, Becca and I had had the next thirty years of our lives planned.

 

Together.

 

Suddenly everything came apart including me. This picture is from our first date and when we both fell hard for each other. This pic was one of the 124 of 148 that Flickr's servers ate, but was rescued - just without the journal I tend to write with the pictures.

 

Alone.

 

She stole my heart and then my life...nearly ending it in the process, but at least, for awhile, I felt truly loved and was able to love another fully myself...at least, for awhile...

 

Fallen.

 

I'll never ever forgive you Becca Bae for what you did to me, but I have good memories of who you USED to be...Those I will cherish. Those I can almost smile at now. The tears still come freely though...

 

Broken

 

You broke me. You broke me without saying why or goodbye...

 

Goodbye...

 

- Katie...

Done