I Still Miss Someone...

"At my door the leaves are falling

A cold wild wind will come

Sweethearts walk by together

And I still miss someone

 

I go out on a party

And look for a little fun

But I find a darkened corner

'Cause I still miss someone

 

Oh, no I never got over those brown eyes

I see them every where

I miss those arms that held me

When all the love was there

 

I wonder if she's sorry

For leavin' what we'd begun

There's someone for me somewhere

And I still miss someone"

 

From Johnny Cash's "I Still Miss Someone"

 

www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY5ghBprlfc

 

It's been over a month now since she ghosted me...I still don't know why. She was so cruel after in so many ways as well.

 

I still don't know why. I don't think I ever will and that

is the the cruellest part of all - wondering what was wrong with what was so right.

 

My little Katie cries herself to sleep and as she squeezes Hobbes for comfort, for he is a very brave and handsome tiger, but it is still not enough to overcome the devastation and confusion I feel in both worlds.

 

How can someone be so cruel?

 

Why Becca? Why? Another of your crazy conspiracy theories? Are you gaslighting my sister? Why?

 

 

Done