cary116
Ugliest hidden.
Just got home from endocrinologist this moment. Was there for several hours. Then drove for walk along lakefront.
Dr. E had me scheduled for a bone density. She normally watches my tests personally. And then does her own follow up.
She checked my chart when l came in. Took me for the test. And after the test told me to lay down. She wanted to look at something. There was an ultrasound machine in room, and she proceeded to ultrasound my throat. When finished she looked at me and asked me if l wanted to see what she saw.
She has done this with me many times throughout the years.
This was not unusual to me in any way.
She showed me a growth in my throat.
She isolated on it.....
And on the tumor l saw it.
The flowers.............,
She has explained to me the difference between non and malignant growths prior.
So there it is. CT scan is probably just to get a more in depth look.
Three options in front. Radiation and surgery. Surgery and radiation. Plain radiation. They will chose next week.
I will act surprised when Oncologist tells me options next week. On just for the ride now.
Going to go out to dinner next few days until everything starts. Going to enjoy and absorb all of nature's beauty. Going to live like no tomorrow.
Because maybe this time it is.
Going to pray. Going to cry.
Not sure when l will be back here.
Kind of use to emptying my thoughts here. Kind of self analysis of past life.
Once again. Thank all who cares. Love you.
Peace, love, and happiness.
Carrie Lynn
💋💋💋❤️🌹😻
Ugliest hidden.
Just got home from endocrinologist this moment. Was there for several hours. Then drove for walk along lakefront.
Dr. E had me scheduled for a bone density. She normally watches my tests personally. And then does her own follow up.
She checked my chart when l came in. Took me for the test. And after the test told me to lay down. She wanted to look at something. There was an ultrasound machine in room, and she proceeded to ultrasound my throat. When finished she looked at me and asked me if l wanted to see what she saw.
She has done this with me many times throughout the years.
This was not unusual to me in any way.
She showed me a growth in my throat.
She isolated on it.....
And on the tumor l saw it.
The flowers.............,
She has explained to me the difference between non and malignant growths prior.
So there it is. CT scan is probably just to get a more in depth look.
Three options in front. Radiation and surgery. Surgery and radiation. Plain radiation. They will chose next week.
I will act surprised when Oncologist tells me options next week. On just for the ride now.
Going to go out to dinner next few days until everything starts. Going to enjoy and absorb all of nature's beauty. Going to live like no tomorrow.
Because maybe this time it is.
Going to pray. Going to cry.
Not sure when l will be back here.
Kind of use to emptying my thoughts here. Kind of self analysis of past life.
Once again. Thank all who cares. Love you.
Peace, love, and happiness.
Carrie Lynn
💋💋💋❤️🌹😻