The Hissing Peppermint
First Day Of School
Isaiah was excited about school sadly this morning was a blur (much like this photo ..thanks to Jessica Dalton haha) I am sure I will cry off and on all day Id also like some of you to spare me why do you care he is not yours etc. you need to have your own kid and so on listen I have been Santa I have been the Easter Bunny I have changed dirty diapers I have dried many tears and I held his hand during shots and seeing his brother for the first time I have fed and clothed him I know plenty of parents who have never done half of those things for their own flesh and blood and I am thankful that Eric and Jessica have let me be part of his and Noahs life today is just hard because its the first big step in him being his own person and growing up I know he will always need me but not like he once did and that just breaks my heart more than anything
First Day Of School
Isaiah was excited about school sadly this morning was a blur (much like this photo ..thanks to Jessica Dalton haha) I am sure I will cry off and on all day Id also like some of you to spare me why do you care he is not yours etc. you need to have your own kid and so on listen I have been Santa I have been the Easter Bunny I have changed dirty diapers I have dried many tears and I held his hand during shots and seeing his brother for the first time I have fed and clothed him I know plenty of parents who have never done half of those things for their own flesh and blood and I am thankful that Eric and Jessica have let me be part of his and Noahs life today is just hard because its the first big step in him being his own person and growing up I know he will always need me but not like he once did and that just breaks my heart more than anything