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His Wind . . . ❤️

Embracing the Elusive

 

Like loving the wind — ungraspable and unpossessable... 💕

 

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. . . Embracing the Elusive . . .

 

Completely drained, lost in the endless abyss.

 

No matter how many virtuous deeds I undertake, her heart remains unaltered.

 

Love squandered, akin to tears absorbed by parched soil. The more I pour forth, the more it evaporates into nothingness. No matter the depth of my affection, she remains unmoved. Do you comprehend the crushing weight of such futility?

 

Striving for goodness holds no significance in her eyes. Even if I surrender my very essence.

 

I pour out my soul, every action steeped in love, yet how much worth does my affection hold?

 

I pour my heart into everything I do, with love, but have you ever once truly valued my love?

 

Every gesture, every word, infused with the essence of my heart. Have you ever, even once, acknowledged the value of my love?

 

I yearn to capture her heart with acts of kindness and offerings of goodness. But how much longer must I endure this fruitless pursuit?

 

The love that consumes us is squandered, its essence rendered meaningless. Each day I extend kindness, hope recedes further into the shadows.

 

Would it not behoove you to acknowledge the agony I endure? Can you not spare a moment to comprehend? Or is your heart truly devoid of empathy? I implore you, answer me.

 

A noble endeavor holds no sway against the frigidity of your heart, despite the sacrifices made.

 

All my heartfelt love and efforts, expended in vain, are as meaningless to you as the dust beneath your feet.

 

In time, you repay my goodness with only remorse and regret. Yet still, I hold onto hope, praying for the day when you recognize the purity of my intentions. Perhaps, one day, you will feel the sincerity that permeates every act of kindness I bestow upon you.

 

A myriad of efforts expended, yet a solitary response from your heart eludes me. Just once. It would suffice to liberate me from this anguish and despair. I beseech you, allow yourself to feel it. Embrace the warmth of love and kindness. I beg of you, feel it with your heart.

 

* tenderly pat his head *

" You told me since beginning you were looking for a mean, heartless Miss, and today what I am is different from what you are looking for? You just got what you were looking for, so why are you complaining?..."

 

He muses softly, "You're such a sadist, so sadistic..."

 

" Loving me is like loving the wind — ungraspable and unpossessable. You know well I'm not someone you can own or possess. This is how it should be. It's like embracing the wind you love, it's there even when it seems empty. Just because you can't possess it doesn't mean you've lost it. It's always there to be felt, just not to be owned. "

 

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" Being kind and treating others nicely doesn't always mean you'll get kindness back. Life presents a blend of kindness, cruelty, and indifference (no reaction at all). However, don't allow this reality to discourage you or instill fear of doing good deeds. Instead, see it as a filter to choose wisely. Having a good heart alone isn't enough to make smart choices. You also need intelligence to make the best decisions and outcomes. "

 

_______ Scarlett Saphira

 

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The question should not be, "When will you give me what I hope for?"

 

The question should be, "When will you stop hoping for something that won't happen?"

 

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