Let’s Talk

Now, I’m gonna cut to the chase. Life is cruel, and most of the time it’s sad. There’s a lot of things in my life that I’m not happy about, and your probably not happy about those things either. There are topics that I will be discussing in this description that are a bit personal. Before I start I just want to say that you don’t have to worry about me. I’m fine, I just need someone to talk about this stuff to. That’s why I chose you guys

I’ve said this before in my Why I’ve Been Gone post, but I get bullied in school. There are many reasons why, from the people I hang out with, to my voice, and from my physical capability. There are also the random insults in the halls. These include “gay” “faggot” “fuck you” “nobody cares” “kill yourself” even “why are you in the guys changing room” when I get my gym uniform on. I try my best to take care of these guys. I think of comebacks and whatnot, but they just mimic me or say nobody cares. To avoid encounters with these kind of people, I put on a facade that’s different from my true self. I portray a much quieter and awkward version of me so they don’t notice me. The only times I show my true self is around my real friends, and on here. On here I can be who I want to be, but in real life it’s hard to find a friend who gives a crap about you. I’ve had my fair share of fake friends in the past, and they suck. You think that you finally made a friend who you can tell all of your secrets to, and then they go and spill all of your secrets to the public.

Ok, well I’m done for now, im at school and I cant use my phone in there. I will be updating the description later when I can talk more

TTYL

-CJ

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