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Recognising my part in the abuse heaped upon me has been vital to stepping into post traumatic growth. 💗

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Understanding the codependent and fawning nature of the way I used to love was a part of this! Seeing the readiness to hand over my voice and power was another part. Also the embracing of my evil inner critic and the surety with which I believed that voice was my own.🌸

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Only by accepting the many ways I was weak could I be led to my strength. And only then could I begin to decipher the WHYS behind this weakness, to open the doors on self awareness and see the original wounds and manipulations.💗

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There comes a point in trauma and the recovery from it when all your weakness is used up! You get sick and tired of that reality, that narrative! It is then that you realise only strength remains and you are able to step into post traumatic growth. 🌸

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Are you tired enough yet?💗

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All the love 🌸candy🌸

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