negative sky

when i was in love for the first time, not yet a woman myself, my mother told me: child, love is a phantom, it doesn't last, it leaves behind devastation, it breaks, it suffocates, it leaves you wounded. i screamed through my teeth: you know nothing! i love him! i'll die for him.

years later i understand how right she was. it devastates, breakes, suffocates and wounds. it makes us bigger than we are, and smaller that we are. it exposes our vulnerability, self doubts. and for the millionth time, i will tell myself, never again.

then do it all over again..

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Uploaded on July 31, 2018
Taken on July 30, 2018