What now?

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat. I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak. The days I'm stronger, now what, so I say, that's something's missing. I found the one, he changed my life. But was it me that changed? And he just happened to come at the right time. I'm supposed to be in love, but I'm not mugging. Whatever it is, it feels like, it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror. Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me, and I just wanna scream. There's no one to call, cause I'm just playing games with them all. The more I swear, I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone. Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions. I can't even get the emotions to come out, dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout. What now? I just can't figure it out. What now? I guess, I'll just wait it out. What now? Somebody tell me. I don't know, where to go. I don't know, what to feel. I don't know, how to cry. I don't know, why... So what now?

 

Zibska - Altair Lips (The Liaison Collaborative 03 - 26 May)

 

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Zibska - Altair Lips (Original)

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