Surrendering (see Desc)

I wanted to do photography today but He was leading me differently, to spend more time talking with folks... But watching this video (youtu.be/6RxVxtLtjhw), I supernaturally fully believed that God cared about me and every aspect of my life. It was when Jairus was begging Jesus to come heal his daughter.... So often God is begging me to just take care of myself, like a loving father trying to talk his son out doing something stupid. Doing life His way makes happy, I feel close to him, and I'm recognizing His goodness (or, glorifying Him, to use a church word)

 

The odd thing is, I believed He wanted me to do photography this morning. He just kept saying 'not yet' and leading me to do different things which were nice, but not photography

He's talked to me about photography as something just to do with him instead of something to make me happy. When I'm trusting in God, remembering my sin, Jesus's love, and dreaming of heaven while counting gratitudes today... I'm pretty happy and content

 

And sure enough, the lighting was beautiful at sunset and he urged me to take this picture of my wonderful nerve plant

Done