The Winter Rose (abraa.xue)
Her journal
www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnBYWI8pxmU
Deep down in my heart I always knew it. I tried my best to just tell myself it was not true. Low and behold you now have made it clear to me. Now I see all the words you have ever told me hold no value. All the times you held me in your arms saying you loved me was never true. I don't even know what to believe anymore.
Our wedding, did our vows mean anything to you? I'm guessing not because after about three days of being married you left me. I should have snapped then when you went to your "sexy latina" our vows didn't mean nothing to you. I never understood until now what it truly meant when people say love is blind. It looks completely different when you're on the outside looking in. When you see a person stay with their partner even tho time after time they stray and it's no secret in their relationship that they are not faithful. I now get it. I now see how love can blind you from all the bad even tho the pain is there you choose not to see it as the love you have for that one person overpowers every other emotion. You stay in hopes they will change. I had faith in that. Even though "Let's see if you still love me after I spend the night with with my whore!" Roared out of your mouth played over and over in my mind every time it did my heart cracked all over again. I had chosen to overlook all the bad that has ever happened. In the end I got use to your over the top tantrums. Your excuses or reasoning to sleep with other women didn't hurt in the end. It was something I got accustomed to you doing.
No one no matter how much love you give a person will change them. They only have the power to change themselves. That was the hope ive always had for you. Thank you for finally telling me this was nothing but a game to you. I hope you had a great time pretending to love me. Yall deserve each other the kettle and the pot. Doesn't really matter who's who as there both black.
Her journal
www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnBYWI8pxmU
Deep down in my heart I always knew it. I tried my best to just tell myself it was not true. Low and behold you now have made it clear to me. Now I see all the words you have ever told me hold no value. All the times you held me in your arms saying you loved me was never true. I don't even know what to believe anymore.
Our wedding, did our vows mean anything to you? I'm guessing not because after about three days of being married you left me. I should have snapped then when you went to your "sexy latina" our vows didn't mean nothing to you. I never understood until now what it truly meant when people say love is blind. It looks completely different when you're on the outside looking in. When you see a person stay with their partner even tho time after time they stray and it's no secret in their relationship that they are not faithful. I now get it. I now see how love can blind you from all the bad even tho the pain is there you choose not to see it as the love you have for that one person overpowers every other emotion. You stay in hopes they will change. I had faith in that. Even though "Let's see if you still love me after I spend the night with with my whore!" Roared out of your mouth played over and over in my mind every time it did my heart cracked all over again. I had chosen to overlook all the bad that has ever happened. In the end I got use to your over the top tantrums. Your excuses or reasoning to sleep with other women didn't hurt in the end. It was something I got accustomed to you doing.
No one no matter how much love you give a person will change them. They only have the power to change themselves. That was the hope ive always had for you. Thank you for finally telling me this was nothing but a game to you. I hope you had a great time pretending to love me. Yall deserve each other the kettle and the pot. Doesn't really matter who's who as there both black.