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I KNOW THAT DIAMONDS MEAN MONEY FOR THIS ART

“We are addicted to our thoughts. We cannot change anything if we cannot change our thinking.”

 

- Santosh Kalwar

 

Soundtrack : www.youtube.com/watch?v=hejHkPaoPWw

SHAPE OF MY HEART by STING

 

WHAT IS THE SHAPE OF MY HEART WITHOUT HIM

 

Addiction is a funny thing; it takes you by surprise

You think that you're just having fun;

not aware you're telling lies

He gambled away all that he had,

didn't realise until it was gone

now he shuffles through the darkness;

eyes cast down to hide his shame

He doesn't even see me closely following

he is hollowed out from deep within

we move in very different circles now;

we live through varied; indifferent times

His steps are small and slow; unhurried;

he has no place to go.

my steps are faster; quickly hurrying

I wonder if he even knows

and if he feels me as I pass him by

he shows no trace of recognition;

doesn't question why

He gambled everything we had

he gambled away his life

the stakes were high;

but when the chips were down

he gambled away our love

I spent so long in trying to save him

because he wouldn't save himself

reasoning became so pointless; futile;

he wouldn't fight to spare my health

he sold my art to feed his habit

sold my diamond engagement ring

with sapphires like my bright blue eyes

now clouded when I sing

but what is the definition of addiction

can anyone among us tell me why

I would waste my life in chasing something

that was only born to live so long then die

what is the shape of my heart without him

it lies broken; shattered on the floor

the angels tried to piece it back together again

but it will never be as good as it was before

Once something so very beautiful is broken

there's a fragile weakness that remains

and the glue that once held you altogether

never sets as fast or strong again.

 

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My artwork is a compilation of 5 of my photographs

 

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Taken on June 25, 2016