I HAD NO DOUBTS

This is an original song I wrote, played and recorded straight to my camera. It is an impromtu performance that took only ten minutes in it's entirety. I have now made a slide show from my photographs over the original video which was hurriedly positioned and “focused” out of my bedroom window ; 0) The slide show, however, took many hours!! I am still teaching myself how to do this and discovering that I had to reformat a lot of my photos in a different programme because they were not all standard size and some of the original video was showing through was an additional challenge … : 0) I have left the original recording of my vocals and music because I was totally absorbed in the moment and anyone who knows the “method” of my writing will know that my songs are written with the same stream of consciousness as my poems and stories. Stream of consciousness, in my opinion and experience, is a contradiction in terms as it actually flows from my subconscious. It cannot therefore be recreated without losing the essence of that spontaneity.

 

“The essence of pleasure is spontaneity.”

 

- Germaine Greer

 

I HAD NO DOUBTS

 

In the early morning rain

I wished upon a rainbow

I wished that you were here

to wipe away my tears

to free me from my fears

 

In the early morning shadows

I pray that you will find me

in the green and grassy meadows

where you lay with me my dear

when you made our love so clear

 

I had no doubts then baby

no everything seemed so real

why didn't you tell me then baby

it was just a dream

and this is all we had

 

In the early morning sunlight

the ground was soft with dew

I pined for love and gladness

I mourned for loss of you

I don't know what to do

 

I had no doubts then darling

back when everything seemed so real

but if it was just a pipe dream sweetheart

I'd rather have this dream than none at all

then I'd rather have this dream than none at all.

 

- AP – © Copyrighted material. All rights reserved. All components of this video including lyrics, music and images are entirely the intellectual property of the author. Please do not copy or download.

 

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